Insanity...In a Fun Way
Title: Insanity...In a Fun Way
Pairings: Yunjae, Yoosu and Changmin/OC
Genre: Angst, romance, drama, MPREG
Rating: From PG to NC-17
Summary: Utter Chaos breaks out in Dong Bang Shin Ki when two of the band memebers are expecting children at the same time. Warnings: Yeah, this is a Mpreg story. That means that two guys are going to get pregnant and have children. Got a problem with that idea? Oh well, just don't read. Remember, I did warn you that this was Mpreg, so try not to be too traumatized by what you see. As always, none of my rated scenes will be marked. So read at your own discretion. Thank you!
A/N: -sigh- this is one of my old stories. My writing isn't as good in here as it is in Soul's Requiem, but oh well. Hope you enjoy it!
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“Ouch!” Jaejoong jumped back from the cutting board, his left hand clamped tightly in his right.
“Agh! I’m an idiot!” He berated himself as blood trickled from a large cut on his middle finger.
Yunho, hearing Jaejoong shouting in the kitchen, came running in, dark eyes scanning the room as if he expected to see some great monster attacking his beloved.
“What’s wrong, Jae-boo?” He breathed, coming up to look down at his lover.
“What do you think is wrong, Yunho?” Jaejoong growled, holding up his bleeding finger for Yunho to see.
“Oh, did you cut yourself?” Yunho asked gently, noting how Jaejoong hadn’t used his pet name.
“Oh no, my finger just randomly bleeds sometimes.” Jaejoong shot back sarcastically as he slipped past Yunho and moved to the sink to clean away the blood.
“Can you please get me a paper-towel?” Jaejoong asked from the sink, trying to keep his mind off of the fiery pain coursing through his finger.
“Sure…” Yunho stated slowly, his brow furrowing slightly as he stared at Jaejoong’s back.
“Is there something wrong, Jaejoong?” Yunho asked as he padded across the kitchen to hand his lover the requested item.
“There’s nothing wrong.” Jaejoong brushed off Yunho’s question as he wrapped the paper-towel around his finger and turned to leave the kitchen, “I just have a headache.” He lied, hoping Yunho would leave him alone.
“You always have a headache when you want to get out of talking about something.” Yunho stated in a pointed voice, eyebrows arching slightly. “Do you not want to see me?”
Jaejoong turned and gave Yunho a slightly irritated look, “why would you care if I don’t want to see you? You can just run off and talk it through with Heechul!” Jaejoong shot back in a dark voice before he turned and breezed out of the kitchen, leaving a stunned Yunho standing by the sink.
“What in the world…?” Yunho breathed as he shook himself from his shocked daze and ran after Jaejoong.
“Hold on just a second, Jaejoong.” Yunho commanded, all hints of a fluffy lover gone from his voice as he moved towards Jae.
“What’s going on?” Junsu whispered to Changmin as they turned from their TV watching to see the coming fight between the two oldest members of the band.
“I don’t have a clue. I think Jae’s being overly emotional again.” Changmin stated absently as he reached over and grabbed a handful of popcorn from the bowl cradled in Junsu’s lap.
Jaejoong, despite himself, stopped and turned to face Yunho, his face clouded with a look of irritation.
“What do you want?” He regretted the disrespectful note in his voice as soon as he spoke the words out loud. It made it even worse when Yunho’s brow arched slightly in a look that spoke disapproval.
“Oh, he’s asking for an angry Yunho.” Changmin muttered.
“What do I want?” Yunho questioned, his face clouding slightly, “I want you to explain what you said to me in the kitchen.”
“About what?” Jaejoong asked, deciding to play stupid.
“Don’t play with me, Jaejoong. You know damn well that I’m talking about your comment about Heechul.” Yunho snapped.
“Oh, so Jaejoong’s jealous.” Junsu stated, his mouth forming a small ‘O’ as realization donned on him.
“You owe me ten dollars.” Changmin stated, holding out his hand.
“What?”
“You said they could go for more than a week without Jaejoong getting jealous. It’s only been two days, so you owe me ten bucks.”
“Oh, be quiet, Changmin!” Junsu muttered, angry at having lost the bet.
“I said that you could just run off and talk to Heechul.” Jaejoong stated, his chin lifting slightly in a defiant manner.
“Are you jealous?” Yunho questioned after a slight pause, his brow furrowing slightly.
Jaejoong opened his mouth to retort, but found that the words got stuck in his throat. Yes, he was jealous…he was jealous of how Yunho treated Heechul like a little brother. He was jealous that Yunho didn’t mind Heechul being touchy, and he was somewhat angry that Yunho would allow Heechul to smother him while Jaejoong wasn’t even allowed to look at another guy.
“Well?” Yunho questioned, waiting for Jaejoong’s response.
“Yes!” Jaejoong finally snapped, anger boiling in his eyes. “Of course I’m jealous, Yunho! How could I not be when someone is hanging all over my husband, and he’s not doing anything to stop him?”
“Oh, the husband card. Yunho’s dead.” Changmin sighed before popping some popcorn into his mouth.
“I always forget that they’re married.” Junsu whispered, a smiling pulling at his lips.
Jaejoong and Yunho had decided that they would get married before leaving Japan. It had been a kind of rushed decision where both of them were slightly drunk. But they both still considered it official, and neither of them seemed to regret it…usually.
“Heechul never hangs all over me!” Yunho snapped back, a look of shock coming over his face. “Jaejoong, you can’t expect me to cut off all interaction with other guys just because I’m with you.” Yunho stated in a slightly softer voice, hoping to get through to his angry spouse.
“You’re setting a double-standard!” Jaejoong exploded, throwing his hands up in the air in a gesture of exasperation.
“Just yesterday you got angry at me for talking to Siwon on the phone and now you’re telling me that I don’t have the right to get angry at you because you get to flirt with all the guys you want?”
“You talking to Siwon is a completely different matter!” Yunho shot back, his voice raising into a slightly yell.
“Siwon has proven more than once that he’s romantically interested in you! Why should I trust him at all?”
“It’s not a matter of you trusting him; it’s a matter of you trusting me!” Jaejoong yelled, tears beginning to sting his eyes.
“I do trust you! I love you and no one else! Why would I have married you if that wasn’t the case?” Yunho questioned, the sight of Jaejoong’s tears causing his anger to deflate slightly.
“Then let’s have a baby!” Jaejoong breathed, moving closer to Yunho, his face filled with a look of hope.
“What?” Yunho’s jaw dropped open as he stared at Jaejoong in disbelief. “Why should we have a baby? It would only get in the way of things.”
“Yunho’s an idiot.” Junsu sighed, eyes large as he watched the tension mount in Jaejoong’s stance.
“Get in the way of what things, Yunho? Get in the way of your relationship with Heechul?” Jaejoong snapped, pushing Yunho away.
“Jaejoong, don’t you think people would notice if you ended up pregnant? Also, what about singing and dancing, you wouldn’t be able to do any vigorous dancing, and singing on stage would eventually become too stressful. A baby would only interrupt things.” Yunho explained gently, trying to calm down his fuming band mate.
“I don’t care! I don’t give a damn about dancing or singing if it means that I get to have your baby!” Jaejoong breathed, stepping closer to Yunho with a pleading look sitting in his eyes.
“You know that’s not true Jaejoong, and I could never forgive myself for making you stop doing something you love…even if it was only nine months.” Yunho responded softly, his hand slipped around Jaejoongs waist to pull the smaller boy into a comforting hug.
Jaejoong’s shoulders slumped as all the fight left his body. “I just feel insecure…like one day you’re going to wake-up and see that you don’t really love me.” Jaejoong breathed in a shaky voice, his small arms coming out to encircle Yunho’s waist.
Yunho sighed and placed a soft kiss on Jaejoongs forehead, all of his anger fleeing his body as Jaejoong slumped against him.
He hadn’t thought that Jaejoong would be feeling insecure. He had assumed that he was the only one that felt any insecurity over their relationship.
“Jaejoong, I will never regret falling in love with you.” Yunho breathed, rubbing his hands in soothing patterns on Jaejoongs back.
“Then why can’t we have a baby?” Jaejoong breathed, turning a questioning gaze on Yunho.
“Because right now we aren’t in a position to have a baby, Jaejoong.” Yunho explained, trying not to get Jaejoong angry again.
“Could you imagine Jae-Hyung going through even more dramatic mood-swings?” Changmin whispered, just managing to smother a laugh.
“I can’t imagine if could get any worse.” Junsu responded with a whispered laugh.
“We’re talking about Jaejoong…it can always get worse.” Changmin reminded Junsu as he arched his eyebrows slightly.
Both boys turned their attention back to Jaejoong as he started to speak.
“Then when will be the ‘right time’?” Jaejoong questioned, turning a pouting face on Yunho.
“I don’t know if we will be able to have a baby, Jaejoong. “ Yunho started gently, “it would be irresponsible to have a baby when we hardly have time to take care of ourselves.” The band leader explained softly, his hand resting lightly on Jaejoongs shoulder.
“Oh my gosh…maybe we should leave before Jaejoong gets violent.” Junsu muttered, starting to pull Changmin off the cough.
“Wait, I want to see!” Changmin whispered as he pulled his hand out of the smaller boys grip.
“Are you saying we can…never have a baby?” Jaejoong breathed, tears pooling in his dark eyes.
“I’m saying that while we are in this situation, we shouldn’t have a baby.” Yunho sighed, a tired look coming over his face.
“Listen, Jung Yunho…I AM going to have your baby! I don’t care if it’s the right thing to do…I want this more than I’ve ever wanted anything!” Jaejoong stated in a vehement voice, clutching the front of Yunho’s shirt as he spoke.
There was a short pause before Jaejoong unclenched his fist and stormed off to the bedroom, tossing an angry glare back at Yunho before slamming the door shut.
“Good job, Hyung.” Changmin sighed as he stood from the couch and meandered into the kitchen, looking for some other form of entertainment.
Yunho didn’t reply to Changmin, but just stood and stared at Jaejoong’s bedroom door, a haggard sigh pressing past his lips.
“You know, Hyung…it’s only natural for Jaejoong to want your baby.” Junsu stated from his spot on the couch.
“Why?” Yunho questioned desperately, flopping into a chair opposite Junsu.
“Because Jaejoong is feeling insecure, and he views a baby as the one thing that will make the bond between you grow stronger.” Junsu stated easily, as if this fact was painfully obvious.
“However, I agree with you about it being irresponsible to have a baby right now. It would completely ruin Jaejoong’s career…not to mention his reputation.”
“I know I’m right…but I feel so bad for telling him no. It’s only been four months since we got married and he already wants children? I get the feeling that he’s doing this to get some kind of hold over me.” Yunho confided to Junsu, his eyes closing in a pained expression.
“Jaejoong already has a hold over your, Hyung.” Junsu stated an amused voice, his eyes dancing with a smile.
“No he doesn’t.” Yunho stated in a defensive voice, crossing his arms of his torso.
“Just yesterday he had a craving for ginger tea and you went past all the screaming fans, drove for an hour to get the tea and then drove for another hour to get it back to him. How does he not control you?”
“There’s a big difference between him controlling me, and me doing something for him because I love him.” Yunho pointed out as he sat up in his chair.
“Yeah, and there’s a big difference between reality and denial.” Junsu stated before standing up from the couch and drifting off to find Yoochun.
“He doesn’t control me.” Yunho stated to the empty room, a sigh slipping past his lips as he sunk further into his chair.
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“Jae-Boo?” Yunho called through Jaejoong’s bedroom door, his hand wrapping lightly around the doorknob.
“Can I come in?”
Five hours had passed since Jaejoong had fled the living room. He hadn’t emerged from his room at all…not even when Changmin begged at the door for some of Jaejoongs delicious stew.
Yunho didn’t know how he was going to cheer Jaejoong up when Yunho was obviously denying him the one thing he really wanted.
“Sure, come on in.” Jaejoong’s muffled voice floated through the door, still sounding soft and musical even when slightly muted.
Yunho let out a long sigh before opening the door slowly, his brown eyes straying to the bed as if he expected Jaejoong to be lying there crying out his agony at Yunho’s unwillingness to have a child.
What he saw was Jaejoong sitting in a large chair and a book resting on the chairs arm.
“You’ve been reading all this time?” Yunho questioned as he fully stepped into the room, his dark eyes running over Jaejoong.
“Yep.” Jaejoong stated simply, his eyes flickering towards the book he’d abandoned upon hearing Yunho’s voice.
“So you’re not…”
“Not what?” Jaejoong asked, his head tilting to the left side slightly as he gave Yunho a quizzical look.
“You’re not angry?” Yunho managed to ask as he padded lightly over to Jaejoong’s chair.
“Oh, I was…and I’d be lying if I said that I was alright now. But I thought about what you said, and I think you do have a point.” Jaejoong stated in a thoughtful voice, dark eyes flickering over Yunho’s face.
It took all of Yunho’s strength not to let out a huge sigh of happiness as Jaejoong acceded to the fact that a baby wasn’t the right thing for them at the moment.
“I’m glad you realize that, Boo.” Yunho whispered as he leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on Jaejoongs forehead.
Jaejoong ducked out form Yunho kiss, his eyebrows arching slightly, “I said I wasn’t angry about the baby…I never said that I was okay about your double-standards.” The older boy stated evenly as he stood from his chair and gave Yunho a piercing glare.
“I don’t have a double-standard.” Yunho asserted firmly, refusing to believe that he set different limitations for Jaejoong than he did for himself.
“Then you’re going to let me talk to other guys….you’re going to let them hug me and put their arms around me?” Jaejoong asked evenly, eyebrows arching slightly. He knew Yunho’s answer was going to be a firm ‘No’…but that was the answer he needed to prove his point.
“Absolutely not!” Yunho growled, advancing on Jaejoong in a predatory manner.
“Oh, so it’s okay for you, but not for me?”
Yunho paused, dark eyes flickering over Jaejoongs face as he tried to form a strong argument against the older boy.
“Well?” Jaejoong asked, crossing his arms over his chest as his mouth twitched with a hint of a self-satisfied smirk.
Yunho caught the smirk, his eyes darkening slightly. As a leader, he wasn’t used to his members being so cocky…as a friend, he didn’t expect anything else from Jaejoong. He was wrong…he knew it. Yunho was setting a double-standard, and was asking Jaejoong to cut off contact with close friends because of Yunho’s insecurities.
“Fine, you’re right…” Yunho trailed off, forcing his hurt pride to the back of his mind as he stared at Jaejoong. Yunho had always told himself that he wouldn’t set rules for other people unless he intended to follow those rules himself. Yet here he was, doing exactly what he said he wouldn’t do. Needless to say, getting put in his place by his spouse was a blow to his pride.
“I’m sorry, Jae-Boo. What would you like me to do to make up for it?”
“I want to top.” Jaejoong stated without hesitation, a triumphant glint floating through his ebony eyes.
A smile twitched at Yunho’s mouth at Jaejoong’s words. The lead singer often switched their usual love-making roles when he was angry, or felt that he needed some kind of dominance boost.
Yunho, out of anyone, knew that Jaejoong, despite his effeminate looks, was still a man…he wanted to be respected and viewed as strong. Yunho could say from experience that Jaejoong became easily annoyed when the band leader treated him like a girl…or tried to help with things that Jaejoong was having trouble with. He had also been told many times by an angry Jaejoong, that he wasn’t going to play a wife in their marriage…he wasn’t to be looked at as someone that couldn’t easily take care of himself if Yunho wasn’t around. Of course, it wasn’t as if Yunho minded this at all. There were times when he did treat Jaejoong like a girl out of a pure desire to help and protect someone he loved; moreover, he wanted Jaejoong to feel secure in his own manhood…even if Yunho tended to slip up and treat Jae like his “wife” rather than a “husband”.
“Alright.” DBSK’s leader agreed with a sigh, dark eyes giving Jaejoong a tender look. The younger male couldn’t say he enjoyed being bottom…especially not when Jaejoong was angry. Yunho had forgotten what it felt like to be in a submissive stance to someone else, and it wasn’t a pleasurable experience for the naturally dominate leader. However, he wanted to make Jaejoong happy, so he indulged his moody lover whenever Jaejoong felt the need to top Yunho.
“Good, then let’s get started.” Jaejoong growled as he grabbed the front of Yunho’s shirt and pulled the taller male closer for a relentless kiss.
Yunho pulled in a deep breath through his nose, eyes fluttering shut as he surrendered all control to Jaejoong.
The only thing that could be heard in the room was the sound of deep groans and sloppy kisses being exchanged between passion filled lovers.
The kiss was broken as fumbling hands pulled at clothes, impatient to further to contact of the two heated bodies.
“Jaejoong…ah! I love you so much.” Yunho growled as he dipped his head back, allowing Jaejoong further access to his neck where the older was boy currently sucking a trail down Yunho’s neck and bare chest.
Yunho couldn’t say that he minded Jaejoong being so aggressive when it came to their love-making. It only seemed to intensify the passion and excitement running between them.
Both bodies were now completely divested of clothes as they fell onto the bed, bodies moving as if they one as hungry mouths sought to taste every inch of the other person.
“You drive me crazy, you insensitive bastard!” Jaejoong growled as he straddled Yunho and dragged his fingernails down Yunho’s chest, pulling a hiss of pleasure from the younger boy beneath him.
“Do you like that?” Jaejoong whispered, dragging his fingernails down Yunho’s chest again, leaving red marks on his leader’s smooth skin.
“I love it!” Yunho breathed, arching off the bed to grind against Jaejoong.
Moans, sighs and streams of incoherent words slipped from Yunho’s mouth as Jaejoong slowly prepared the older boy for penetration.
“Please, Jaejoong!” Yunho whimpered, intensepleasure rocketing through his body at the slightest shift of Jae’s fingers.
“You have to relax.” Jaejoong breathed, inching forward to place a soft kiss on Yunho’s stomach. DBSK’s leader was usually tense when it came to Jaejoong topping, but Jae thought that might have something to do with Yunho having to give up some of his control over the situation.
“Good.” Jaejoong breathed as he felt Yunho’s body relax onto the bed.
Groans and moans once again filled the room as the elder of the boy slowly entered Yunho’s tight body, body shaking with the effort to refrain from pounding mercilessly into the younger boy.
Finally all control broke and both boys let themselves fall into pure animal instinct as they lifted each other into nirvana and slowly tumbled off a cliff of pure bliss, tangled in each other’s arms. All thoughts of anger or disappointment were gone as their love coursed through their bodies, making it impossible for them to feel anything other than pure devotion and desire for each other.
“I love you Jae-Boo.” Yunho breathed as he placed a light kiss onto Jaejoong’s head, his breath still coming in short gasps as sleep slowly pulled him under.
“I love you too, Yunnie.” Jaejoong breathed back, snuggling lightly into Yunho’s strong arms.
It seemed that even if Jaejoong felt a need to dominate Yunho, the elder boy would always crawl back into his leaders arms, feeling content to just be wrapped within the younger boys strong arms.
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While the two boys expressed their lover for each other, the other three members of DBSK tried not to listen to the erotic sounds drifting easily through the apartment.
“Gosh, between Junsu and Yoochun, and Jaejoong and Yunho, I’m going to lost all my purity!” Changmin groaned, covering his ears and shutting his eyes as if this would someone make everything go away.
“Please, you don’t need any help losing your purity.” Yoochun shot at Changmin with an evil smirk, cringing a second later as a loud moan from Jaejoong drifted across the apartment.
“H-Hey…Chun…can you help me with something in the bedroom?” Junsu questioned, his face flushed as he stood and pulled Yoochun along with him to his bedroom.
“I’m never going to get away from all of my queer hyungs!” Changmin groaned, burying his head into a pillow.