Shattered Love (Chapter 5)
Title: Shattered Love
Pairings: Yunjae & Yoosu
Genre: Angst, romance, drama
Rating: From PG to NC-17
Length 5/8
Summary: Things become slightly unstable in DBSK when Jaejoong asks for one night from Yunho.
Warnings: Mild cursing and a few rated scenes.
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“So are you really going to give up on Yunho?” Junsu questioned Jaejoong as he carefully folded a shirt before stuffing it carelessly into his suitcase.
“I don’t see why you even bother folding the clothes before you put them into your bag.” Jaejoong stated, ignoring Junsu’s question as he watched the younger member pack for the groups trip to Japan.
“Huh?” Junsu questioned, his eyes flickering towards his disheveled suitcase. “What’s wrong with it?”
“Nothing.” Jaejoong laughed, shaking his head slightly.
“Okay. Then back to my original question…are you giving up?”
“Giving up on what?” Changmin questioned as he strolled into the room carrying his large suitcase.
“Jaejoong wants to give up on Yunho-hyung.” Junsu stated before Jaejoong could say anything.
“Oh, well the best way to forget someone is to turn your affections onto some else.” Changmin stated casually as he began to pull clothes from his dresser and throw them onto his bed.
“True; however, hyung doesn’t have anyone but us around…and considering that your straight, I’m with Yoochun and Yunho has already made his feelings clear…there doesn’t seem like much we can do for him.” Junsu cut in, his eyes clouding with a look of deep thought.
“Ah, but you forget that we’re going to be spending three months in Japan with Super Junior.” Changmin sighed, shaking his head as if his hyung's lack of memory was a burden on him.
“You’re right!” Junsu breathed, his face brightening instantly, only to cloud over a moment later. “Are any of them gay?”
“Last I heard, Siwon, Heechul, Eunhyuk and Leeteuk are so inclined; Kangin, Shindong and Sungmin fly both ways.”
“Siwon’s perfect!” Junsu breathed, that child-like glow returning to his eyes as he began to devise a plan within his head.
“Hold on just a second.” Jaejoong cut in, casting a warning look at Junsu and Changmin, “I don’t want you two to play matchmaker for me.” He stated firmly, leaving no room for them to protest.
“Okay then, we won’t, but don’t count Siwon out just because we think you two would be a good match.” Junsu soothed, returning to his packing with a soft smile pulling on his lips.
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“He’s going to forget me?” Yunho thought to himself as he stared blankly at the ceiling above the white couch in the group's living room.
“This is what I wanted though…right?” He questioned himself, his eyes closing as he tried to work through his muddled feelings.
He had overheard…okay, he’d been eavesdropping when Junsu, Changmin and Jaejoong had been talking about their trip to Japan and their plan to set Jaejoong up with Siwon.
The knowledge of their plan bothered Yunho more than he was willing to admit; he was beginning to wish that he hadn’t heard it at all.
“Just stop thinking about him before you talk yourself into doing something you’ll end up regretting.” Yunho told himself firmly, getting up from the couch and going to get his suitcase.
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Two days later found DBSK in Japan checking into a high-end hotel in Tokyo.
The screams of their fans could still be heard from in the lobby as they all plopped down into the plush chairs that were placed across the hotel lobby in cozy little clusters.
“Well look what the cat dragged in!” Super Junior’s Kangin called as he stepped off the elevator and spotted DBSK across the lobby.
“Ya, is that Kangin?” Junsu questioned as he opened his tired eyes and spotted Kangin moving towards them.
“It’s is.” Changmin confirmed, sitting up in his chair in a show of slight interest.
“Wow, you guys look like you were run over by the plane.” Kangin laughed as he moved around to each member to give them a hug.
“Long day.” Yunho confirmed as he moved out of the hug and flopped back down into his chair.
A few of the Super Junior members had been close with Yunho, Jaejoong and Junsu before either groups debut, so these rare occasions to get together were always refreshing for both sides.
“Okay, we’re all checked-in…work out the sleeping situation.” One of the groups attendants stated as she handed over two room keys to Yunho.
“So let’s do Yoochun and me in one room and you three in the other.” Jaejoong quickly suggested, hoping that he wouldn’t get stuck in the same room with Yunho.
“I want to stay with Yoochun.” Junsu cut in, pouting slightly.
“What?” Jaejoong turned dark eyes on Junsu, a look a pure apprehension lurking within his pupil.
“You could stay with them.” Changmin suggested with an evil smile, watching at Yoochun’s face fell in tandem with Junsu’s.
“Oh…er…no, that’s alright.” Jaejoong sighed, running a hand through his hair before turning and grabbing up his bag.
“So, Jaejoong, what have you been up to?” Kangin questioned as he walked over and picked up one of Jaejoongs bags…the lightest one of the bunch.
“Nothing much, singing, dancing and working.” Jaejoong stated casually, careful to look like he was happy and carefree.
“It’s amazing how alike or lives are.” Kangin joked as he punched the up button for the elevator.
“Uncanny.” Jaejoong replied lightly before turning his head to catch Yunho staring in their direction.
“You seem like you’ve lost weight.” Kangin tried again, swinging his arm over Jaejoong's shoulder.
“Er…yeah, I guess I have.” Jaejoong winced slightly, not liking the feel of Kangin’s arm around his shoulder.
“Jae-hyung,” Junsu called as he stepped onto the elevator and moved to stand beside Jaejoong. “What's it going to take for me to get you to let me stay with Yoochun? Alone.”
Jaejoong blinked down at Junsu for a moment, trying to get his thoughts in working order. “Uh, you can stay with Yoochun. I’ll share the room with Yunho and Changmin.” Jaejoong sighed, knowing that he was going to kick himself for being so kind to Junsu.
“Thank you so much, Jaejoong!” Junsu breathed, giving Jaejoong a quick, one-armed hug.
“Don’t mention it.” He muttered back, watching as Yoochun, Yunho, Changmin and the group's luggage were stuffed into a small elevator.
Somehow, in the rush to get everyone packed in, Yunho had ended up getting pushed within an inch of Jaejoong, causing the older boy's breathing to hitch.
Yunho’s scent alone was enough to make Jaejoong dizzy; add to that the younger boy's proximity and Jaejoong was left with shaking legs as he fought not to look at Yunho’s seductive eyes.
“What floor, Yunho-Hyung?” Changmin asked, his hands hovering over the buttons on the panel by the door.
“Thirteen.” Yunho breathed absently, his eyes never leaving Jaejoong's.
“Thirteen it is then.” Changmin stated as he pushed the button and watched the door slide shut. “So I think I’m going to stay with Junsu and Yoochun.” Changmin stated casually, an evil smirk pulling at his lips.
“Changmin!” Junsu whined, a pout coming over his face. “Yunho-hyung, tell Changmin not to mess with the sleep situation.” Junsu quickly turned to Yunho’s authority over the group to make sure he was alone with Yoochun.
“Just let him stay with you guys.” Yunho breathed as he shifted slightly closer to Jaejoong, the fact that he was in a crowded elevator quickly leaving his mind.
“I think he should stay with us.” Jaejoong commented, pressing further against the elevators wall as he raised his hand and pushed Yunho away slightly. He could have easily kissed Yunho at that moment, but that really wouldn’t have been conducive to his plan on forgetting about his feelings for his band leader.
“Why?” Yunho quickly asked, feeling slightly stung when Jaejoong pushed him away.
“Because Yoochun and Junsu hardly ever get to be alone.” Jaejoong stated in a firm whisper, letting his hand fall away from Yunho’s chest.
“It’s so cute how you guys fight.” Kangin laughed as he watched Junsu shoot dirty looks at Changmin and Jaejoong give Yunho a look that shouldn’t be messed with.
The group turned to look at Kangin, seeming surprised that he was there.
“Oh…yeah.” Yunho laughed slightly and shifted away from Jaejoong before turning to look at Changmin. “Just stay with us tonight.” He commanded, leaving no room for the youngest member to argue.
Changmin opened his mouth to say something, however, the elevator doors opened with a soft chime, depositing the group on the thirteenth floor.
“Looks like Super Junior’s rooms are just down the hall form yours.” Kangin noted as he glanced at the room key Yunho was holding.
“Hey, Jae-hyung, come with me to see the other members.” Junsu stated, grabbing Jaejoong's hand in order to pull him down the hall.
“Junsu.” Jaejoong groaned, digging his heals into the soft carpeting. He knew what Junsu was doing, and he really wasn’t in the mood to let Junsu play matchmaker.
“Come on, Hyung! Don’t be so asocial.”
“I’m tired Junsu.” Jaejoong snapped, disengaging his hand from Junsu’s grasp.
“Fine. But after you’ve rested, we have to go see them.” Junsu sighed, letting his hands drop down to his sides.
“I’ll go with you, Junsu.” Yunho quickly cut in, smiling at his band mate.
“Oh, er okay, Hyung.” Junsu smiled, handing his bags to Yoochun before striding down the hall.
Jaejoong watched as Yunho followed Junsu down the hall, a sad looking sitting in his eyes.
“You coming?” Jaejoong startled as Changmin spoke, his gaze flickering to the youngest member of the group before returning to look at Yunho’s retreating form. “Yeah, I’m coming.” He muttered, reaching out a thin hand to grab his bags.
“Want some help un-packing?”
“No thanks, Kangin.” Jaejoong responded with a soft smile over his shoulder.
“Okay then, I’ll see you guys later. Make sure you come by my room later.” He called as he turned and meandered down the hall.
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Further down the hall Yunho and Junsu were knocking on one of the room doors Kangin had told them Super Junior members were staying in.
“Yes?” Eunhyuk’s voice drifted through the door followed by the sound of a shout of happiness and the lock being slide back.
“Junsu!” There was a flash of black hair shooting out of the door before Junsu was engulfed in a bone crushing hug.
“You’re finally here!” Eunhyuk breathed, stepping back and ruffling up Junsu’s short hair.
“Ya!” Junsu laughed, brushing Eunhyuk’s hand away, a huge smile clinging to his youthful face.
“What about me?” Yunho teased, pulling a dejected look.
“Aw poor Yunho!” Heechul laughed, coming out of the room and throwing his left arm around Yunho’s shoulders.
“Hey Heechul.” Yunho responded with a smile, pulling the smaller boy into a tight hug. “How have you been?”
“Oh fine. Missed you terribly.” He joked as he pulled out of the hug and gave Yunho the once over. “Whoa, you’ve really gotten some muscles! I’m jealous.”
“Looks like you’ve gotten smaller.” Yunho shot back with a laugh.
“I try.” Heechul responded, returning his arm to its position around Yunho’s shoulder.
“I don’t guess you would know where Siwon is…would you?” Yunho questioned, trying to sound inconspicuous.
“Siwon?” Heechul asked, peeking up at Yunho from the corner of his left eye. “You wouldn’t have happened to have turned gay since the last time I saw you…hmm?”
“O-Of course not.” Yunho quickly stated, feeling a blush creep up his neck. “I just wanted to say hello to him.”
“Well you’re in luck, he’s in our room watching TV.” Heechul stated, pulling Yunho into the hotel room.
The room, even though Super Junior had only been there for a day, was a total mess. Clothes clung to nearly ever surface in the room, the beds were un-made and the bathroom was littered with hair products, toothbrushes and numerous other things as well.
“It’s great to see you guys haven’t changed.” Yunho laughed, eyeing the room with an amused look.
“They didn’t want to let you down.” Siwon laughed as he stood from the bed and walked towards Yunho. “How are you?”
“I’m doing fine.” Yunho replied, stepping forward to give Siwon a quick hug. The other boy was definitely good looking, with sharp features and longish black hair. Yunho didn’t think it would be shocking if Jaejoong did show some interest.
“Where’s the rest of the gang?” Siwon questioned, looking over Yunho’s shoulder as if he expected to find them lurking there.
“Oh, Jae was tired and Changmin and Yoochun are unpacking.” Yunho stated casually, gesturing back towards the now closed door.
“Oh.” Siwon stated, flopping back onto the bed and looking up at Yunho. “So you ready for the grueling schedule and screaming fans?”
“As always.” Yunho replied absently, wondering how he was going to bring about the subject of Jaejoong without being too obvious.
“Jaejoong has really missed you.” Yunho stated after a moment of pause, saying the first thing that came into his mind.
“Is that so?” Siwon asked, a smile twitching the corners of his mouth upwards. “I’ve missed him, too. You know, it’s not the same without him here to brighten the mood.”
“Oh really, are you two close?” Yunho questioned in a casual tone, his eyes flickering to the TV screen.
“Yeah…we are.” Siwon stated, mirroring Yunho’s tone of voice, a smile pulling at his full lips.
“Really?” Yunho’s eyes quickly returned to Siwon’s, a shocked look on his face.
“Yep…really.”
Yunho couldn’t think of anything to say, so he laughed lightly, glancing about the room in a nervous way. “Cool…so I think I’m going to get un-packed.”
“Mind if I come along? I want to see Jaejoong.” Siwon asked, standing from the bed.
Yunho paused, wanting to tell Siwon no, but knowing that would come off as mean. “Sure, he’ll be happy to see you.” Yunho replied, turning slowly and walking from the room.
“I’m gonna come along!” Heechul called, inviting himself.