Stage 052 - tick tock
That's twice now.
I lost my control. I couldn't control it. The guilt and the anguish of losing her...rembering how I lost him...it was so unbearable, I did nothing while he...
But it was well-deserved. He was right. I deserved it. Although he wasn't the one who was supposed to execute my punishment, it just happened to be convenient. He was there and he was consumed by rage. A rage towards me that I know all too well. But it's not over yet. I can't possibly be given the relief to believe that Suzaku...that Euphie... have completely forgiven me.
I feel as though something is different. As if he took something from me after I died. No, not exactly away from me...but as if it's become a part of both of us. I need to find out what he did.
At least it didn't leave a scar.
((ooc: Lelouch's reply after this epic log. Down-time after death was 2 days, so this post is totally backdated XD;))
I lost my control. I couldn't control it. The guilt and the anguish of losing her...rembering how I lost him...it was so unbearable, I did nothing while he...
But it was well-deserved. He was right. I deserved it. Although he wasn't the one who was supposed to execute my punishment, it just happened to be convenient. He was there and he was consumed by rage. A rage towards me that I know all too well. But it's not over yet. I can't possibly be given the relief to believe that Suzaku...that Euphie... have completely forgiven me.
I feel as though something is different. As if he took something from me after I died. No, not exactly away from me...but as if it's become a part of both of us. I need to find out what he did.
At least it didn't leave a scar.
((ooc: Lelouch's reply after this epic log. Down-time after death was 2 days, so this post is totally backdated XD;))