❝meme to pass the time
i am a total creep and perused vee_bot's journal and came across this survey thing. ganked it and filled it out to pass the time. let's see how long it takes me!
LAYER ONE
Birth date: april 20
Birthplace: bay area, california
Current Location: same general area
Eye Color: brown; ridiculously attractive, i know
Hair Color: a dark brown, which i am looking into getting dyed
Height: 5'1 3/4'' supposedly, but fuck it, i'm rounding off - 5'2''
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: aries/taurus cusp
LAYER TWO
Your heritage: filipino, chinese, spanish
The shoes you wore today: i will be wearing my sneakers later when i go out to buy some soda
Your fears: spiders, ants, getting a severe form of dementia (runs in the family), losing my memory
Your perfect pizza: a round table cheese pizza with olives and tomato
Random goal you'd like to achieve: get back to 110 lbs. and then work from there
LAYER THREE
Most used phrase on AIM: WHORE! ... i guess (my friend and i are mean to each other)
Your best physical feature: i have been told my eyes, so i will just go with that; if you asked me, i would say nothing, to be perfectly honest
Your bedtime: i don't know anymore; my sleeping habits are all over the place
Your most missed memory: when i didn't have to worry about being an adult or finding a job (even a menial, retail-droning one) or when my original group of friends were still together
LAYER FOUR
Pepsi or Coke: either if it's regular but because i drink diet nowadays, coke
McDonald's or Burger King: THIS IS A HORRIBLE TEMPTING QUESTION BEARS. (yes, i yell answers like i have tourette's when i don't really want to answer it)
Single or group dates: group
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: gross; i drink tazo brand (passion tea)
Cappuccino or coffee: any kind of coffee, against my better judgement
LAYER FIVE
Smoke: depends on the type of smoking but, yes - either socially or when i'm stressed
Cuss: stupid question
Singing: i guess, as long as i'm certain no one is around me to hear
Take a shower everyday: mostly, yeah, usually in an effort to conserve water over here; the only time i will never shower is if i'm positive i won't be going out at all (although i've had this backfire on me several times)
Do you think you've been in love: in insane lust, probably; love is a frightening concept i refuse to ever acknowledge
Want to go to college: already in, and it's not even an awesome college that i would want to brag about - and by awesome i mean a state or university
Like(d) high school: it was complete shit, and i think i was 90% asleep my entire senior year due to sleeping pill and alcohol abuse in the morning; that's how much i loved it - high school, i mean
Want to get married: no plans to ... although the other day my friends and i were hypothesizing our weddings, and they were being all elaborate about it, so i was like, just get me a ring from a crackerjack box and we're done ... and then my friend called me easy ㅠ.ㅠ
Believe in yourself: when i say i have huge self-esteem issues, i really mean they're huge and encompassing; i'm surprised i'm not paralyzed from grief yet
Get motion sickness: not really, no
Think you're attractive: no; to others, my level of attraction goes only so far as cute and adorable （￣～￣;）
Think you're a health freak: um ... DINOSAURS
Get along with your parent(s): i get along better with my dad nowadays (mostly because i don't have to see him every single day), but it appears as though my relationship with my mom is getting just a little frayed around the edges
Like thunderstorms: not a fan, nope, nope, nope; lightning, on the other hand ...
Play an instrument: the piano; i learned the guitar once, but i got annoyed with it ... and now i am annoyed with myself for not ~persevering
Have a crush(es): almost always, and they're almost always superficial and a five-second passing (i ogle strangers on the street like a creepy old man)
LAYER SIX
past month
Drank alcohol: yeah, as a late celebration for my birthday
Smoked: no, although stresses in this month should have called for it
Done a drug: see above
Made Out: no
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: no, but i need to
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: oh good god
Eaten sushi: yep
Been on stage: no
Been dumped: no
Gone Skating: no
Made homemade cookies: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: probably
LAYER SEVEN
ever
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no, though it was considered
If so, was it mixed company: yeah
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: "i am a vomit-breathing dragon!"
Been caught "doing something": no
Been called a tease: i have, but i couldn't tell if they were joking
Shoplifted: yes
Changed who you were to fit in: not that i can recall, no
LAYER EIGHT
Age you hope to be married: never; i am going to be a money-grubbing son of a bitch and far be it for anyone else to take my hard-earned cash away from me~
Numbers and Names of Children: 1,000 and i will all name them honk, the terrible gremlin
Describe your Dream wedding: one where the only audience will be myself
How do you want to die: preferably in my sleep, thank you
Where you want to go to college: brown, oxford, stanford, berkeley, dartmouth, nyc, ANYWHERE - but i am obviously too stupid to be in a university ... or just that unmotivated
What country would you most like to visit: japan
LAYER NINE
in a guy
Best eye color?: any color but, hey, i accept green or gray
Best hair color?: don't care
Short or long hair: short
Tall or short: anyone who is taller than me
Best weight: as long as they're lean and healthy, i'll go with that I KNOW I AM AWFUL
Best articles of clothing: hats, scarves ... whatever?
Best first date location: i don't know
Best first kiss location: my first one was on his bed, and i was freezing my ass off so any location would apparently be fine
LAYER TEN
Number of CDs that I own: not that many; i mean, if you count in this entire household, then there's a ton
Number of piercings: 4, all on my ears
Number of tattoos: 0 - the permanence of them makes me feel weird; if i have to get one, it has to be an impulsive decision as i'm thinking about it because i'll never get one otherwise
Number of scars on my body: enough
If I were a month I would be: september; september is a very nice word
If I were a day of the week I would be: tuesday or thursday
If I were a planet I would be: mars
If I were a sea animal I would be: an otter
If I were a direction I would be: left
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bean bag chair
If I were a liquid I would be: water
If I were a stone, I would be: something pretty and sparkly
If I were a bird, I would be: that one small and colorful bird that does a ridiculous mating dance
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: orchids
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: rain
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: i don't know, let me consult my book
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a violin
If I were an animal, I would be: a siberian tiger - rawr; no, i don't know ... maybe a dog, provided i live in a good and loving home
If I were a color, I would be: i like purple, i guess
If I were an emotion, I would be: bipolar
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a bell pepper - yum
If I were a fruit I would be: a clementine
If I were a car, I would be: a practical, albeit cute, car
If I were a song, I would be: awesome and catchy or a mellow downer
If I were a place, I would be: somewhere peaceful and transcendent
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet
If I were a scent, I would be: something citrus
If I were a cartoon character I would be: i watch too many cartoons to make a decisive answer
If I were a shape I would be: a triangle
If I were a number I would be: 9
so if you want to waste an entire hour, i suggest filling out this bad boy - that hour included coding it because that was a total bitch, let me tell you. i'm not complaining, though, as an hour of my life just went by undetected. i still need to shower and fill my stomach up with something ... and i will probably play mind-numbing games for the rest of the day.
speaking of, when i was sick with this obsession, i constantly played video games and exercised. to be honest, to fall into that deathtrap is making me a little nervous. i spent so much time on it because time would go by really fast, but i also felt productive because i was doing something else - and i was working at the time. currently, i have no job, so i will definitely feel like a total slug if i went down that awesome road of geekiness.
oh well, i guess it'll just have to do.