I didn't think i could...

[04m]

I burned myself today....on purpose.  I'm not sure what I was going for....if it was for the feeling of pain...or to know that i'm still alive...or was it a cry for help....or was it just to be touched

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[deadkittystudio]

Matt,

Despite everything you and I have gone through I can atleast understand the reason why we need pain....

Sometimes when we reach our lowest points in life....pain brings a nice little escape from thinking...from the mudane the stress etc etc....

If you feel like you have reached your lowest point...remember that you control your life....and you can make change....Just remind yourself what you really want and pursue it!

damn it you're a stubborn boy....I'm sure you understand this all already.....

just wanted to let you know you have a fellow pain junkie around in case you need to talk....

-Karen

[04m]

Wow....thank you. To be honest, you are probably one of the last persons that I would expect to show me support....please don't take that in a bad way....thank you again....and I will take you up on that offer once I get a chance to relax....and not have to work.

[deadkittystudio]

hey no probs

lets just say the Karen you weren't the big fan of left the building a year ago.....cause I really didn't like her either....some massive growth spurts and learning experiences can make one realise how stupid they were being...etc etc

feel free to add me to msn if you need to chat

empresslunabell@hotmail.com