"you're just another pretty face, in a room full of whores.....no you don't mean much ( Read more... )

I was going to post some new lyrics.....but I decided not to.....I think it's time to re-evaluate EVERYTHING in my life.....i'm so Lost right now (that's a hint at one of the new trax i'm working on).....everything seems to be working against me....don't take this as complaining or whining....cause i'm not....i'm venting....describing how I feel ( Read more... )

I went to www.checkupfromtheneckup.ca and these were my results....i'm not entirely sure if I should be worried or not....guess we will find out if I jump off the balcony, or drive my car into a guard rail or something...lol...but seriously......should I seek help?  Do I really want to be "that crazy friend"?  should I just try to deal with it in ( Read more... )

I don't know how to begin to describe how I feel today.....I know for a fact that i'm hitting the Konstruct Studio like a mad phat bitch today (that is not meant in a derogatory manor towards females ( Read more... )

Tired....oh so tired.....day off...don't know what to do.  Went golfing yesterday morning....had a good time playing by myself, in the rain....was kind of peaceful.  Golfing with my Dad wed morning before I go to work....and well....other than work and sleep, I think that's my week.  Guess I live a boring life.

i'm out

So I spoke with my Chef yesterday......we had a looooong conversation about my current pay.  He has agreed to help me out as much as he possibly can (which really isn't that much, but it's a start) for 3 reasons 1) i'm mature, i'm fast, i'm reliable, and i'm fucking good 2) he cannot afford to lose me.....he does not have time to train somebody ( Read more... )

I have to check the details of my paycheck when I finally get my paystub.....but something does not seem right.....how can somebody work almost 100 hours.....and have such a shiitty pay?  I was expecting more.....now I guess i'm truley fucked....how do people expect other people to live on such meesly incomes?  I hate getting hourly pay, it's ( Read more... )

When life is done....life is done.....I think that everything that is going on with me lately is simply a sign that everything is coming to an end.  Everything is too loud for me....too hectic.....too much money....too much of everything.....I'm done.....no excitement left in my life....I might go golfing tomorrow morning before work......depends ( Read more... )

Yeop ( Read more... )

Goodness me I do dislike money.  I was all set on going shopping today.....but then I came to realize that I have an outstanding debt with somebody......sooooo long story short....no shopping.  I guess new clothes will need to wait until said person is paid off.....so next year sometime I imagine....I'm thinking (and leaning towards actually doing ( Read more... )