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sunday was my first night of teaching.
it was eventful, just as i had expected it to be. i have recieved several cuts and abrasions from such activity. obtaining a swift kick to the shin from a 10 year old. i seem to be healing fairly well -- however said student might take longer to heal than i will.
[private to self.]
people usually feel bad after these things.
i suppose the error in my ways, is that i do not. taking what i want is no sin, and i refuse to recognize it as such. i partially fear that because i am so detached, that i am unable to put weight on intercourse or anything of that manner. i do not simply wish to be so immune to these things, i am that way, and changing it will only cause strife.
it's only because the end result is what is needed. the gratification. caring how i obtain it would be too broad, too complicated. get the thrill and leave. it's all that anyone is good for. hinata. neji. kisame. naruto. sasori. deidara. nameless others.
[/private to self.]
[private to sasori.]
when. where.
you're the one who wanted to shut me up.
[/private to sasori.]
[private to kisame.]
. . . i have nothing to say to you.
sitting is uncomfortable.
[/private to kisame.]
it was eventful, just as i had expected it to be. i have recieved several cuts and abrasions from such activity. obtaining a swift kick to the shin from a 10 year old. i seem to be healing fairly well -- however said student might take longer to heal than i will.
[private to self.]
people usually feel bad after these things.
i suppose the error in my ways, is that i do not. taking what i want is no sin, and i refuse to recognize it as such. i partially fear that because i am so detached, that i am unable to put weight on intercourse or anything of that manner. i do not simply wish to be so immune to these things, i am that way, and changing it will only cause strife.
it's only because the end result is what is needed. the gratification. caring how i obtain it would be too broad, too complicated. get the thrill and leave. it's all that anyone is good for. hinata. neji. kisame. naruto. sasori. deidara. nameless others.
[/private to self.]
[private to sasori.]
when. where.
you're the one who wanted to shut me up.
[/private to sasori.]
[private to kisame.]
. . . i have nothing to say to you.
sitting is uncomfortable.
[/private to kisame.]