New Life

[08_04_05]

I've been living alone for a long ass time. And finally, I'm out. I dont live in that hell anymore. Except now im HELPLESS living with my best friend. Erinn. She is absolutely everything to me. Her and her family are more than i could ever ask for. And im not for sure where i would be without them

Comments

[jamellalee]

well i know this was a log time ago, but i want to know what changed? here you said it wasnt anyones fault. but now it seems like you are blaming me. im not saying you are , you just make it sound like you are.

[08_04_05]

i've never blamed you for anything. so idk how you got that in your head. i still woulda went. i nvr thought id get to college without it because of the money thing. but now that i have the oppurtunity to go without the army...idk. and, its still an option for me. i just have to figure out my life first. i have to figure out whats really important to me. and if you must know, i have some serious strings that i cant cut loose. there are people here in my everyday life that im not ready to let go and not see for months at a time. but, it IS still an option for me. and i just dont know if i am going to take the jump and do it or not. ill let you know, if you want to know.