I'm back once again. And just like the way the rest of my life has been...the past few months have been fucking crazy. just to bring everyone up to speed...I will TRY to keep this short ( Read more... )

day 2 of ABC just completed. tomorrow 300 cals or less.

so far so good today.
i had a rice cake this morning and some coffee. i'm not having anything the whole rest of the day.
i just rented atonement on itunes so i'm going to go watch it!

i really can't even go into how upset I am with myself. it is literally always feat or famine with me. i'm either perfectly fine not eating a thing or i binge to the point of now tomorrow. i have come to realize that the bingeing is associated with me drinking. the night i drink and the day after i consume vast amounts of food ( Read more... )

today was my first day of ABC :)
i've had 370 calories.
so -130 for today! i'm going to go buy shoes for graduation with my mama
xoxo

mother of god. bad night. i went over to my boyfriends house and i think they are suspicious of my weight. his dad was like put more food on your plate, i'm going to make sure you eat because you're way too thin. and then he made me eat ice cream cake. it was fucking brutal. i hated it so much. because of this I have to officially start ABC ( Read more... )

so last night i babysat and i didnt break down and eat!! i was so excited ( Read more... )

soo im babysitting...I haven't had anything to eat. i realized they have a great library full of books i want to read. they have "everything is illuminated", "catch-22", "prodigal summer", "love in the time of cholera", "water for elephants"...etc. I really want to borrow like half of their books ( Read more... )

mold me ( Read more... )

ok soo last night wasn't bad...per se. i went to hang out with my boyfriend and we went to dinner at El Maguey..it's a mexican restaurant..i ordered enchiladas verdes. i didn't eat any of the chips and salsa. i ate two of the enchiladas. the only bad part of the meal was the cheese on the enchiladas. other than that i did so-so yesterday. after ( Read more... )