i have lost my favorite sweatpants in the history of the universe.
my nerves are shot.

i got keys.
i'm very kind of speechless and surprised and happy.

yeah. =)

ski trip was quite goodly.
tubing was a blast.
i am the nerf sniper master.
also, paycheck is my favorite movie of all time.

SUPER HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE COOLEST, AWESOMEST, FUNNIEST NOW 9 YEAR OLD GOOBER I KNOW.
haaaaaaaaaaappy birthday brady!

i'm not gonna lie. some days i miss her so fucking much it hurts.

so i got my valentine's day presents today.
ridiculously early 'cause the boy can't keep surprises.
they are awesome.
i got a new asian chinese food bag which is magnificently green.
and i got a ring from tiffanys.
it's nothing short of amazing.

he is way too good to me. thank you SO much baby!!! i love them!!!!and i love you.<3

yeah, that's right.

i get hit on even while wearing a heart monitor.

i'm just that fantastic.

i'm sorry that i hate you right now.
i don't mean to.
but i'm mad you're making me go i don't want to and i'm really scared and nervous and it's easier to be mad at you then to think about something being wrong.

it's stupid and wrong and i'm sorry.

who knew i could love a wet tea bag so much hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i had a fantastic birthday weekend and am now so exhausted my entire body hurts. i sit here, making an attempt at remedying this situation by drinking tea in my pajamas.

i think, somehow, i have managed to suspend actual mental logic. as a result, i have become an actual character in a dream i've been having since i was a little kid.
it's very