sitting here listening to nine inch nails
smoking a ciggy
waiting till 2 so i can get paid

I'm making myself depressed again
We've slept together 4 times now
Didn't fuck
Just cuddled
I love the way he hold me
And makes me feel
How confident in myself I am when I'm with him
Why the fuck can't I bring myself to tell him how i feel
I'm so scared of what he will say
All i have to say is
"Durf, I like you"
Why is that so hard

i just made myself depressed
thinking too much
like always
I really
REALLY
like Durf
But I don't know how to go about asking him if he likes me
>.<
Every one says to wait
let him come to me
I'm just so tired of waiting
when is it my turn to be wanted
do i continue to be patient?
do i make the first move?

-peace

Back again
sitting in my room
listening to the beatles
getting ready to get drunk

sitting here drunk
under the moon
listening to smashing pumpkins
watching lisa hula hoop
todsay has been a good day off
and i did pretty good at my spelling

peace

I'm so stoned
sitting on the couch
watching every one hussle around
Liz is going to a concert with friends
Lisa is going to work
plus liz's 5 friends who are all supposed to fit into a little bug car
In seconds every one is gone

Now its my turn to get ready for work

peace

got a new phone :) which i'm on right now got a new puppy <3 his name is ziggy and i love him i'll update more later with pics and every thing when i get off work -peace

The past week or so has been hectic x.X ( Read more... )

As always
just a friend
I like him
But hes scared to lose me as a friend

My nose wont stop running
I can't stop sneezing
FUCK
This weather is killing me
It will be warm for a few days
Then it will be freezing cold and raining
>.