well things here are....okay.... alright so they really took a turn for the worse, but its not TOO bad. one of my completely idiotic ideas came crashing down...... OUCH! lol but shit happens.... it was weird anyways. softball is kindof getting to me.... we have games all the time, and i get so tired and sore and hot and sweaty and dirty so i end ( Read more... )

Fuckin A, yeah this sucks. Can't do anything tonight cuz of the car...ugghhh i'm bored. Okay there's a small part of me that's almost happy I'm here...of course for reasons I can't say lol (as always ( Read more... )

Well, this sucks. And yet at the same time, it doesn't. I guess it's better off this way; I'm sure it is ( Read more... )

Okay this is fuckin ridiculous. TWICE I have written long-ass entries and they've been deleted. Plus I went out of my mother fuckin way NOT to swear (I realized that I have a problem with swearing.....especially in front of parents....) So here we go, for the FUCKIN third time ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to say......schools out, graduation is tomorrow, feel bittersweet about that (i suppose more sweet than bitter). Summer has been good so far. when i'm not so f-ing tired i'll write what i've been up to, actually probably not heh. Alright, well i need some sleep, have a good night

wow.... words can do this weekend no justice. I'm not saying it was good, by no means was it something I'd brag about. But I still wouldn't trade it... It's one of things that has to happen once(ish)in your life to make you appreciate the "boring" times, or as I refer to them now the "safe" times hehe. Once I know everything's okay, this'll be ( Read more... )

Well, our last softball game was today... yeah we lost to Maine West, and that took us out of regionals... and to be honest..... it sucks. never in my wildest dreams would i have guessed that i'd be sad about the season ending, but i am.... and it sucks ( Read more... )

so.... yeah things are......(and i hate to use this phrase and em'll get a kick out of it i'm sure u can read this now....but...) out of control! its so f-ing hard to explain but WTF is going on?!?!?!?! ahhh i feel like i need to talk about it but i cant...... damn writing! okay... i'll try and write more when i know that everything's fine... l8r ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm back and bored so here:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who ( Read more... )

YES THE COMPUTER WORKS ( Read more... )