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Stolen from proud_illusion
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
- I feel like we're barely hanging on sometimes and I wish I knew what to do to make things better.
- I wish I could actually talk to you without fearing what your reaction will be, without waiting for that look of disapproval, the shouting and the anger.
- I hope you realise just how important you are to me.
- I miss you and I wish we could go back to our sixth form days sometimes.
- I wish I was going with you.
- Thank you so much for your support and your friendship even if I haven't been entirely honest with you all the time.
- I kind of wish I was the one living with you now and not her.
- I want to start talking to you again, catch up and be friends just like we were back then but I'm too afraid to start the conversation and I know you won't care for it.
- Despite the fact we hardly talk to each other, I feel like I've grown a little closer to you recently.
- I wonder if you really do understand or if you're just covering up your disappointment. Still, I know you want me to be happy, and I really am.
09 things about yourself
- I may be quiet but I am approachable, honest. It just takes me time to get to know people and warm up to them.
- I have an unhealthy obsession with a lot of things.
- I love animals. For a long time I loved them more than people.
- My friend used to say I should have been born in Japan. While I think that would have been awesome I think I would rather have been born in America now.
- I can get hurt easily since I'm pretty sensitive, but I would always want people to tell me if I was doing something wrong or upsetting/annoying them at all.
- I'm very committed to those who are important to me.
- I'm very shy of others but I hate to be ignored. Vicious cycle really.
- I get distracted very easily. So sometimes other people need to make sure I keep on track.
- I can be a major perfectionist about some things.
08 ways to win your heart
- Be patient with me.
- Share with me.
- Buy me presents.
- Fangirl with me. 8D
- Just be around when I need you.
- Listen if I want to talk.
- Put up with my constant whining and still think nothing less of me afterwards.
- Let me have your trust.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
- How I used to know exactly what I wanted to do with my life and now I have no idea.
- How I've never been in any kind of relationship before and now I've finally found someone they're miles away.
- That even though friendships come and go they never disappear completely.
- How much time I really waste doing nothing important (like this meme).
- How I used to think there was nobody like me and now I've found a whole community of like-minded people.
- How messed up the world really is.
- But how many good things you can still get out of it too.
06 things you do before you fall asleep
- Think about what happened during the day.
- Wonder what a certain someone is doing right now.
- Bring up memories.
- Grab something to cuddle.
- Maybe run a song through my head.
- Maybe think about plans for tomorrow if I have any.
05 people who mean a lot
- Jacky
- Becky
- Yuan
- My family
- All of my friends <3 (since I feel bad picking them out)
04 things you're wearing right now
- That bracelet~
- Jeans
- Starry socks
- A whale printed top
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
- Bonnie Pink - Ring A Bell
- Belinda Carlisle - Circle In The Sand
- We Love Katamari - Bluffing Damacy
02 things you want to do before you die
- Write a novel.
- Travel the world.
01 confession
I think you are becoming the focal point of my life.
In other news the blood test went smoothly so now I just have to wait for the results. And now I can eat/drink again yay! \o/
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
- I feel like we're barely hanging on sometimes and I wish I knew what to do to make things better.
- I wish I could actually talk to you without fearing what your reaction will be, without waiting for that look of disapproval, the shouting and the anger.
- I hope you realise just how important you are to me.
- I miss you and I wish we could go back to our sixth form days sometimes.
- I wish I was going with you.
- Thank you so much for your support and your friendship even if I haven't been entirely honest with you all the time.
- I kind of wish I was the one living with you now and not her.
- I want to start talking to you again, catch up and be friends just like we were back then but I'm too afraid to start the conversation and I know you won't care for it.
- Despite the fact we hardly talk to each other, I feel like I've grown a little closer to you recently.
- I wonder if you really do understand or if you're just covering up your disappointment. Still, I know you want me to be happy, and I really am.
09 things about yourself
- I may be quiet but I am approachable, honest. It just takes me time to get to know people and warm up to them.
- I have an unhealthy obsession with a lot of things.
- I love animals. For a long time I loved them more than people.
- My friend used to say I should have been born in Japan. While I think that would have been awesome I think I would rather have been born in America now.
- I can get hurt easily since I'm pretty sensitive, but I would always want people to tell me if I was doing something wrong or upsetting/annoying them at all.
- I'm very committed to those who are important to me.
- I'm very shy of others but I hate to be ignored. Vicious cycle really.
- I get distracted very easily. So sometimes other people need to make sure I keep on track.
- I can be a major perfectionist about some things.
08 ways to win your heart
- Be patient with me.
- Share with me.
- Buy me presents.
- Fangirl with me. 8D
- Just be around when I need you.
- Listen if I want to talk.
- Put up with my constant whining and still think nothing less of me afterwards.
- Let me have your trust.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
- How I used to know exactly what I wanted to do with my life and now I have no idea.
- How I've never been in any kind of relationship before and now I've finally found someone they're miles away.
- That even though friendships come and go they never disappear completely.
- How much time I really waste doing nothing important (like this meme).
- How I used to think there was nobody like me and now I've found a whole community of like-minded people.
- How messed up the world really is.
- But how many good things you can still get out of it too.
06 things you do before you fall asleep
- Think about what happened during the day.
- Wonder what a certain someone is doing right now.
- Bring up memories.
- Grab something to cuddle.
- Maybe run a song through my head.
- Maybe think about plans for tomorrow if I have any.
05 people who mean a lot
- Jacky
- Becky
- Yuan
- My family
- All of my friends <3 (since I feel bad picking them out)
04 things you're wearing right now
- That bracelet~
- Jeans
- Starry socks
- A whale printed top
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
- Bonnie Pink - Ring A Bell
- Belinda Carlisle - Circle In The Sand
- We Love Katamari - Bluffing Damacy
02 things you want to do before you die
- Write a novel.
- Travel the world.
01 confession
I think you are becoming the focal point of my life.
In other news the blood test went smoothly so now I just have to wait for the results. And now I can eat/drink again yay! \o/