I really think I might be in love...

[0ded_0n_apathy]

RUIN PREP: cuz i dont know why the only girl i know i love cant see that i love her as much as i do
RUIN PREP: its frustrating
RUIN PREP: im sorry

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RUIN PREP: just give me the time to tell you that your beautiful



RUIN PREP: i think i just miss you
RUIN PREP: i need you so bad
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: we'll make up for it
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: next chance i get to see you
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: whatever you want/need from me baby
RUIN PREP: :'(
RUIN PREP: just a hug
RUIN PREP: and a kiss
RUIN PREP: and for u to love me
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: i will give you all of them
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: however many times you need
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: and tell you i love you until you believe me
RUIN PREP: thats all i want
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: you got it
RUIN PREP: :-\
RUIN PREP: :-)
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: good
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: you're beautiful when you smile
RUIN PREP: im not smiling though
RUIN PREP: :-(
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: why not? RUIN PREP: :-)
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: please be happy it's all i want
RUIN PREP: :-\
RUIN PREP: its hard to be happy without you
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: im right here...anything you need sweetie
RUIN PREP: :'(
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: i just want you to love me
RUIN PREP: i do baby
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: how much?
RUIN PREP: more than life
RUIN PREP: what if ur the only one that loves me
RUIN PREP: and then u leave
RUIN PREP: :-(
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: i would never leave, what do you mean?
RUIN PREP: i dunno
RUIN PREP: u find some other cool guy thats gunna be more successful than me
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: no
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: that doesn't matter
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: you make me happy and that's all i need
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: believe me
RUIN PREP: no i dont
RUIN PREP: i make u sad
RUIN PREP: thats why i hate myself
RUIN PREP: cuz i cant make u happy
RUIN PREP: :-(
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: mark i've never felt this way about another guy before
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: whenever i'm with you..it's absolutely amazing like i couldn't ask for more
RUIN PREP: well i feel the same brittany
RUIN PREP: i get nervous cuz i dont wanna fuck anything up
RUIN PREP: cuz i want u to love me
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: i do, more than anything
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: and always will, you can't possibly fuck anything up
RUIN PREP: ya i can
RUIN PREP: i manage that like once a week
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: no way
RUIN PREP: cuz im a fuckin idiot
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: don't worry
RUIN PREP: :-(
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: you're absolutely fucking perfect in my eyes, nothing can change that
RUIN PREP: im too fat
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: no you're not
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: you're gorgeous
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: in every way
RUIN PREP: :'(
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: believe me you're beautiful
RUIN PREP: ur the only one that has ever tolded me that
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: that's because all the other girls you went out with were freakin stupid
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: seriously
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: you're so fucking good looking mark
RUIN PREP: ewww
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: im serious
RUIN PREP: :-\
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: what?
RUIN PREP: i love you
xOsXy ShO rTyOx: i love you too
RUIN PREP: :-*
RUIN PREP: ur the best thing that ever happened to me

The end. :'(

P.S. For all the days I don't think he loves me, I think this one makes up for all of them.