still awake
coffeeeee
drunk people
drunk small aileen
playing guitar
oh life
end
no sleep is so great
i feel i dunno
like having no sleep
ok

i dont know what to say
i dindt esxpect that things turn out that bad
i hope nobodys gonna be surprised when i turn 18 that im not gonna stay any longer in the same house
or country
or continent
with them
its my fucking life

i feel like jumping out of the window would be great now
i basically spentmy day with starting to cry randomly.

de moi je cros je pleurerai en repetant ces mots stupide:je t´aime
oui?
yea work
yea eating nothing
yea cigarettes
yea just being home for ca.an hours every day
yea life
je manque à mon petite amie

1. real name - carina
2. like it - whatever
3. single or taken - taken
4. zodiac sign - libra
5. male or female - female
6. Infant School -
7. Junior School-
8. Secondary school-
9. eye color- brown
10. hair color-  brown
11. long or short - mhm kinda short
15. are you a health freak - Nah
16. height - 5"3
17. do you have ( Read more... )

i dunno what to say
i miss my baby

are really no good.
oh dear i feel like laughing really hard.
i shoulld better nit because family etc etc.
blah
blah
blah
ok stop that

oh yea.
oh life.
oh getting drunk on purpose tomorrow.
oh sleeping at eileens.
oh cramps again.
dhfoiwehdfqwo
BLAH
theres basically nothing else to tell
lifes kinda unexcitment
yo.

1. Do you know anyone in Prison?
mhm no

2. Have you ever logged onto a bf/gf/crush's MySpace page?
nö

3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
my mother didnt bought new peanut butter for a couple of moths.

4. Which do you enjoy more: Soccer or Hockey?
everything is better then badminton

5. Have you ( Read more... )

oh dear.drunken boys out of my class are funny.
reminds me of myself kinda.
weird to be the only sober person.
what the fuck is wrong with me??
but i had tegan.
oh tegan
my scarf is almost done.jippy!