wow did i just fuck up my auditions....

I don't believe there are words that correctly describe how angry i am. and it's really for no reason. and i want to fight (and no i haven't been reading palahniuk for those of you who know about that). i hope i don't do something stupid tommorow, but i wouldn't put it past me.

luck of the draw is fucking over rated.

i have the bad habit of being logical about the wrong things.

haha you're your own worst enemy (wow what a grammer nightmare)... i don't know about for other people but it's pretty damn true for me. oh and fuck logic i hate it, it makes me do things i don't want to do.

how can you be firmly routed in a belief in nothing? and how can it be cheapening to life yet so immensley freeing? and why do people find it so offenseive? i don't understand, and i'll probably never understand the answers to these questions, but then again, are there really any answers for them? haha it's gonna suck if i ever get old. and on that ( Read more... )

Fuck. That's all.

wierd day today for sure. it's one of those days where things aren't great but there's just like one or two things that shine from amoung the shit, and make it a good day. so far it's only one thing for me, but mabye it'll be 2 in a little while.

i'm lonely.

I have good friends. It's nice to have at least 2 or 3 people who'll stick with me through whatever. And it's nice to be able to do the same for them.

haha if you see this you know who you are. thank you.

i've been out of school a week, and i've been stuck at home all but one day. i may flip out and kill someone if i don't see any of my friends soon. my phone's fucked so i can't call anyone, the only people's numbers i know are lyndsay and kristen. lyndsay's at the beach somewhere, and i can't bring myself to call up kristen yet.... please, someone ( Read more... )