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[0fallenstar0]

I feel really stupid because someone who i was really close with....well lets just say were not close anymore. I was invited somewhere and then i guess all of the sudden im out of the picture, and someone new is just there. i have officially been replaced. It doesn't bother me that much. I guess i saw this coming. But come on, you cant just invite

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[x3_saraaa]

okay Joey...first you plainly told me that you wouldn't be able to come to Chicago with me, and my mother had the idea of inviting Emily and her mom cuz i didnt want to go alone. and ur NOT being replaced wether you think you are or not. and i dont know why your thinking that i dont care about u cuz when i say "i love my bestfriend, Jordan Shaye Ryan" i fucking mean it. and you cant even act like you havent had ne other friends since we stopped hanging out cuz Carly was over at ur house like all the time...and i dont want you to be pissed with me cuz i really dont want to lose my bestfriend. i may be becoming friends again with someone who i was close with before but you as my bestfriend can never be replaced. i dont care if u think im just saying shit so ur not mad at me or if you think im cheesy cuz i dont give a fuck if this is how ur guna be about it. i want to "talk" about it cuz that sure as hell should make things a lil bit better, but if you really dont want to then i guess i can respect that. but im not just guna throw away

[x3_saraaa]

I just found out that my old best friend is going out with the guy i was obsessed with. O well, she knew it, but that's why i said OLD best friend. It's not just that but she sucks now. Too much stuff to name. FUCK OFF!!!
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[x3_saraaa]

Sara and i just did our hair in a pretty cool way ;) and i got to say we looked pretty hott!!! HAPPY LOGAN'S BIRTHDAY DAY!!!

well sara and i need our "beauty" sleep so we'll be seeing you later!!

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[0fallenstar0]

then second thing- i dont like him i was over upset because we were close b4 him and things are changing and i wrote that a while ago when i was mad at my whole family. i was over reacting. u didnt deserve 2 b yelled at by me about that. its not ur fault that u and quest r 2gether and dont be sorry about going out with him or anything like that cause i want u 2 b happy with him and have no regrets. dont get mad at about that cause im fine with the whole quest thing and i have been for a while

[0fallenstar0]

about the first thing, i never said i could not go with you 2 chicago. but that doesnt matter anymore because i was just upset about finding out about not being invited 2 chicago anymore like that. im ok now though. we just got involved with other things. i was mainly upset about how like during the year, whenever a guy u liked was around, u just wanted 2 b around him. i didnt like that very much. and i think we left school on bad terms because of a lot of different things. I think we both know what they all are. Im not trying 2 say that this is all of ur fault at all because its also alot my fault too. i still want 2 b friends but i want to know why u think we diidnt talk 4 like a month. i think we both need to change something. Mostly i think i need 2 change something. i guess i didnt know how 2 deal with my new jealousy because we were both so close but then other ppl were really close with u too. im not saying u cant have other friends bacause i want u 2. but i just wasnt used 2 that but i know how 2 deal with it alot better know

[x3_saraaa]

okay well with the whole Chicago thing, when i told you about it you said like how you probally wouldnt be able to go and with the whole edition thing cutting back or whatever, but like when you said that i guess i kind of assumed that you wouldnt be able to go so i guess that i just took that the wrong way. but like with the whole getting involved with different things, i cant say i'm quite sure i understand what ur talking about...do u mean like just cuz of my basketball or what? and with the whole not talking for a month i really cant say what that was all about...everytime i would try to call you no one would answer and its just not as easy for me to hang out with you over the summer when my parents are at work and theres no way for me to like do nething, so obviously it is easier for me to hang out with people that are like closer, like now im obviously getting closer again with Emily and Kathleen and i guess even Heath and Hunter, cuz it easier for me to see them since they're close. but part of the reason we probally didnt see

[x3_saraaa]

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