you deserve so much fucking better then this.
i fucked up. so fucking much.
this guilt is over-powering everything i do.
i cant escape it. i cant run from it either.
all i can do is let it over-ride my mind, heart and soul.
and then it will go away, right?
1. Do your siblings dye their hair?
yes.
2. How long have you liked the person you're into now?
3-4 months.
3. Do you still have any of your exes' stuff?
yes.
4. Who can you best relate to in the last book you read?
um, none.
5. Are you indecisive?
the most.
6. What's stressing you right now?
i fucked up.
7. Do you collect anything? What?
not anymore.
8. If you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you choose?
i couldnt, i just dyed it blonde its dead.
9. How old were you the first time you had alcohol?
like 12-13
10. Do you remember what you were doing on New Years Eve 2006?
i was with my ex.
11. What are you listening to?
killers just came on.. changing.
12. Was the last movie you watched good?
um.. king kong. its good the first time you see it.
13. Are you tired?
not really.
14. What are you doing tomorrow?
school. dying.
15. What was the last compliment someone gave you?
probs that sleezy guy saying i was gorgeous.
16. Does anyone like you right now?
i hope he still does.
17. Do your best friends all like each other?
yes.
18. What are your pets' names?
willow, topaz, astra
19. What did your first best friend look like?
inesufgnsf
20. Did you have a role model growing up?
sure.
21. Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
um... no? oh wait yes. brendan and adam.
22. Have you ever read someone's journal?
yes.
23. If you could learn how to play one instrument, what would it be?
drums
24. Do you like your job?
unemployed.
25. Who's the first person in your phone contacts?
no phone.
26. Is your best friend dating anyone? Do you like them?
eve is dfatin john, and johns aa good mate so eyah.
27. How do you feel right now?
shit shit shit and shit./
28. When were you last in the hospital?
fewe months back, alcohol poisoning. what a dumb cunt.
29. Do you want to move?
yes.
30. Do you think you would survive in a zombie apocalypse?
yes.
31. Who is the most trustworthy of your friends?
eve
32. Are you loyal?
33. Do you have a big family?
no really./
34. Do you want more or less siblings?
less.
35. What size shoes do you wear?
9/10
-----><-----
Who is the last friend you saw?
i havnt seen anyone fopr days.
When is the last time you smoked marijuana?
um, few weeks back.
What kind of mobile phone do you use?
none
Is fall the best season?
no.
What kind of shoes did you wear today?
valcro slip ons.
Do you like dr pepper?
no
Do you tan or burn when in the sun?
burn
Have you graduated from your high school?
no.
Do you like scary movies?
yes.
Roller coasters?
yes.
Who was the last person to comment you?
nicola
Do you have a facebook?
yes.
What did you do this past Thursday?
um, city.
Friday?
fucked up.
Saturday?
the worst night of my life.
What is today?
monday.
Have you ever watched the sun rise?
sure.
When's the last time you danced?
i dont knwo.
What's one song that makes you cry?
lots.
How's the weather today?
windy but sunny.
Do you like Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?
fuck off.
When's the last time you went to the tanning salon?
never.
What brand of batteries does your family use?
meh.
Is science your best academic subject in school?
no/
Ever drank nailpolish remover?
no.
Do you wear glasses or contacts?
none./
AIM, MSN or MySpace IM?
msn.
Have you ever been searched by the cops?
no.
When's the last time you've been sledding?
never./
Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
Someone else.
Do you consider yourself creative?
sometimes.
Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
wjho?
Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
noen.
Do you know how to play poker?
yes
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no.
What's your favorite commercial?
fuckk that.
Who was your first love?
travis
If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you speed?
if i had a car
Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
kinda.
Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
fuck that.
Have you ever been Ice Skating?
yes. scar.
Do you ever wear a seat belt?
yes./
What talent do you wish you had?
running fast.
Do you like Sushi?
onyl chicken
If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
bno
What food do you find disgusting?
fish
Have you ever been punched in the face?
not purposly.
When was the last time you shaved your legs?
last night.
What were you doing this morning at 8?
sleep.
What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
this.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
yes.
Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
most.
Last thing received in the mail?
myspace comment shit.
Do you have any famous relatives??
no.
How is your hair right now?
alright/
How many different drinks have you had today?
two?
What have you eaten today?
shit.
Are you any good at math?
yues./
What Did You Do Saturday night?
Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
no
Did you stay friends with your exes?
no.
What did you do last night?
shit all.
Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no./
Where do you keep your money?
wallet
What was the weather like on your birthday?
birthday on thursday.
Would you have sex with anyone on your top friends list?
yes.
-----><-----
Name 7 friends.
1. eve
2. aaron
3. mercedes
4. john
5. charlotte
6. jess
7. anthony.
Questions.
1] Would 3 and 6 get along if they were locked in a room together for 24 hours?: i think so.
2] If 6 asked you out, what would you say?: no.
3] What's 3's favorite band?: bright eyes.
4] Is 1 your best friend or boy/girlfriend?: best.
5] Is 2 a Democrat or Republican?: i dont think he gives a shit.
6] Do you know who number 6 dated last?: victor.
7] Have you met 7's parents?: no.
8] Would you kiss 4 (if you were single)?: no. best friend boyfriend.
9] Are you keeping a secret for 2?: not really, but kinda.
Individual questions.
Number one.
1] What's their name?: eve
2] Have they ever gotten into a fight?: not physical.
3] What's the last show they went to?: panic at the disco
4] Who's their best friend (if it's you, who's their second best friend)?: charlie and john
5] Do you know their phone number by heart?: yes, coz it used to be my sim card.
6] What's their middle name?: jane
7] Does their mom like you?: yes, i think so.
8] Do they have any cute siblings?: haha, always thought her older brother was good looking.
9] Do you get along with their siblings?: yeah.
10] Ever met their grandma?: um, yes i think so.
Number two.
1] What's their name?: aaron
2] How old are they?: 18
3] Do they want to get married someday?: i think so.
4] Favorite singer?: probs akon or some rnb cunt like that.
5] What's the design of their MySpace layout?: nothing/
6] Do they have any piercings?: ear.
7] Tattoos?: yes, his last name in japenese
8] Would you kiss them?: yes.
9] Are they straight, gay, bi, whatever?: Straight.
10] Last place you went with them?: his house.
Number three.
1] When's their birthday?: 24tgh of november.
2] Does their dad like you?: yes.
3] What classes do you have with them?: media.
4] Where were they born?: melbourne.
5] What's their house look like?: cute and indie.
6] Are they dating anyone? who? no.
7] What grade are they in?: 11
8] Where do they work?: she babysits, and does shit for her dad.
9] What's their dream job?: journalist.
10] How long have you known them for?: since year 7
Number four.
1] Do they speak any other languages? Which?: nah.
2] What's their ethnicity?: scottish
3] What's their best school subject?: haha, i dont know.
4] Have you ever lied to them?: probably.
5] What's the last gift they gave you?: um, ??
6] What does their hair look like?: emo dark blonde.
7] Did they go on vacation this year? Where to?: he went to new south wales.
8] Would you switch wardrobes with them?: if i was a guy sure!
9] Do you live within walking distance?: noo.
10] Do they take the bus, walk, or get another way home from school?: mum or bus.
Number five.
1] What's their name?: charlotte
2] Are they a boy or a girl?: girl
3] What's their hair color?: i dont know, probably light brown. she lives in tokyo now.
4] What's their worst school subject?: maths
5] Are they single?: yes.
6] Do they play any instruments? Which?: no.
7] Where did you guys meet?: school.
8] What's their view on abortion?: she'd do it, if she ahd to.
9] What song reminds you of them?: anything by anna nalick
10] Were they born in another country?: no
Number six.
1] What's their name?: jess
2] Out of the other 6 people on the list, who does this person get along with?: she's not friends with any of them
3] Last time you saw them?: friday,.
4] How tall are they?: tallish
5] What's their dress style?: adultish clothing.
6] Favorite food?: kababs.
7] Ever had a crush on this person?: no.
8] What school do they go to?: no school
9] Ever had a dream about them? What happened?: im sure once or twice.
10] Do they wear contacts or glasses?: none.
Number seven.
1] What's their name?: anthony
2] When's their birthday?: 10th of cotober.
3] Have they ever dyed their hair?: not that i know of.
4] Weirdest hairstyle they ever had?: really long.
5] What color do they usually wear?: anything/
6] How much do they weigh?: not to much.
7] Did they have a birthday party for their birthday?: nah.
8] How old are they?: 17
9] What year did you meet them?: 2007
10] Did you ever get into a fight? nah,
this guilt is over-powering everything i do.
i cant escape it. i cant run from it either.
all i can do is let it over-ride my mind, heart and soul.
and then it will go away, right?
1. Do your siblings dye their hair?
yes.
2. How long have you liked the person you're into now?
3-4 months.
3. Do you still have any of your exes' stuff?
yes.
4. Who can you best relate to in the last book you read?
um, none.
5. Are you indecisive?
the most.
6. What's stressing you right now?
i fucked up.
7. Do you collect anything? What?
not anymore.
8. If you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you choose?
i couldnt, i just dyed it blonde its dead.
9. How old were you the first time you had alcohol?
like 12-13
10. Do you remember what you were doing on New Years Eve 2006?
i was with my ex.
11. What are you listening to?
killers just came on.. changing.
12. Was the last movie you watched good?
um.. king kong. its good the first time you see it.
13. Are you tired?
not really.
14. What are you doing tomorrow?
school. dying.
15. What was the last compliment someone gave you?
probs that sleezy guy saying i was gorgeous.
16. Does anyone like you right now?
i hope he still does.
17. Do your best friends all like each other?
yes.
18. What are your pets' names?
willow, topaz, astra
19. What did your first best friend look like?
inesufgnsf
20. Did you have a role model growing up?
sure.
21. Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
um... no? oh wait yes. brendan and adam.
22. Have you ever read someone's journal?
yes.
23. If you could learn how to play one instrument, what would it be?
drums
24. Do you like your job?
unemployed.
25. Who's the first person in your phone contacts?
no phone.
26. Is your best friend dating anyone? Do you like them?
eve is dfatin john, and johns aa good mate so eyah.
27. How do you feel right now?
shit shit shit and shit./
28. When were you last in the hospital?
fewe months back, alcohol poisoning. what a dumb cunt.
29. Do you want to move?
yes.
30. Do you think you would survive in a zombie apocalypse?
yes.
31. Who is the most trustworthy of your friends?
eve
32. Are you loyal?
33. Do you have a big family?
no really./
34. Do you want more or less siblings?
less.
35. What size shoes do you wear?
9/10
-----><-----
Who is the last friend you saw?
i havnt seen anyone fopr days.
When is the last time you smoked marijuana?
um, few weeks back.
What kind of mobile phone do you use?
none
Is fall the best season?
no.
What kind of shoes did you wear today?
valcro slip ons.
Do you like dr pepper?
no
Do you tan or burn when in the sun?
burn
Have you graduated from your high school?
no.
Do you like scary movies?
yes.
Roller coasters?
yes.
Who was the last person to comment you?
nicola
Do you have a facebook?
yes.
What did you do this past Thursday?
um, city.
Friday?
fucked up.
Saturday?
the worst night of my life.
What is today?
monday.
Have you ever watched the sun rise?
sure.
When's the last time you danced?
i dont knwo.
What's one song that makes you cry?
lots.
How's the weather today?
windy but sunny.
Do you like Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?
fuck off.
When's the last time you went to the tanning salon?
never.
What brand of batteries does your family use?
meh.
Is science your best academic subject in school?
no/
Ever drank nailpolish remover?
no.
Do you wear glasses or contacts?
none./
AIM, MSN or MySpace IM?
msn.
Have you ever been searched by the cops?
no.
When's the last time you've been sledding?
never./
Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
Someone else.
Do you consider yourself creative?
sometimes.
Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
wjho?
Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
noen.
Do you know how to play poker?
yes
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no.
What's your favorite commercial?
fuckk that.
Who was your first love?
travis
If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you speed?
if i had a car
Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
kinda.
Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
fuck that.
Have you ever been Ice Skating?
yes. scar.
Do you ever wear a seat belt?
yes./
What talent do you wish you had?
running fast.
Do you like Sushi?
onyl chicken
If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
bno
What food do you find disgusting?
fish
Have you ever been punched in the face?
not purposly.
When was the last time you shaved your legs?
last night.
What were you doing this morning at 8?
sleep.
What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
this.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
yes.
Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
most.
Last thing received in the mail?
myspace comment shit.
Do you have any famous relatives??
no.
How is your hair right now?
alright/
How many different drinks have you had today?
two?
What have you eaten today?
shit.
Are you any good at math?
yues./
What Did You Do Saturday night?
Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
no
Did you stay friends with your exes?
no.
What did you do last night?
shit all.
Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no./
Where do you keep your money?
wallet
What was the weather like on your birthday?
birthday on thursday.
Would you have sex with anyone on your top friends list?
yes.
-----><-----
Name 7 friends.
1. eve
2. aaron
3. mercedes
4. john
5. charlotte
6. jess
7. anthony.
Questions.
1] Would 3 and 6 get along if they were locked in a room together for 24 hours?: i think so.
2] If 6 asked you out, what would you say?: no.
3] What's 3's favorite band?: bright eyes.
4] Is 1 your best friend or boy/girlfriend?: best.
5] Is 2 a Democrat or Republican?: i dont think he gives a shit.
6] Do you know who number 6 dated last?: victor.
7] Have you met 7's parents?: no.
8] Would you kiss 4 (if you were single)?: no. best friend boyfriend.
9] Are you keeping a secret for 2?: not really, but kinda.
Individual questions.
Number one.
1] What's their name?: eve
2] Have they ever gotten into a fight?: not physical.
3] What's the last show they went to?: panic at the disco
4] Who's their best friend (if it's you, who's their second best friend)?: charlie and john
5] Do you know their phone number by heart?: yes, coz it used to be my sim card.
6] What's their middle name?: jane
7] Does their mom like you?: yes, i think so.
8] Do they have any cute siblings?: haha, always thought her older brother was good looking.
9] Do you get along with their siblings?: yeah.
10] Ever met their grandma?: um, yes i think so.
Number two.
1] What's their name?: aaron
2] How old are they?: 18
3] Do they want to get married someday?: i think so.
4] Favorite singer?: probs akon or some rnb cunt like that.
5] What's the design of their MySpace layout?: nothing/
6] Do they have any piercings?: ear.
7] Tattoos?: yes, his last name in japenese
8] Would you kiss them?: yes.
9] Are they straight, gay, bi, whatever?: Straight.
10] Last place you went with them?: his house.
Number three.
1] When's their birthday?: 24tgh of november.
2] Does their dad like you?: yes.
3] What classes do you have with them?: media.
4] Where were they born?: melbourne.
5] What's their house look like?: cute and indie.
6] Are they dating anyone? who? no.
7] What grade are they in?: 11
8] Where do they work?: she babysits, and does shit for her dad.
9] What's their dream job?: journalist.
10] How long have you known them for?: since year 7
Number four.
1] Do they speak any other languages? Which?: nah.
2] What's their ethnicity?: scottish
3] What's their best school subject?: haha, i dont know.
4] Have you ever lied to them?: probably.
5] What's the last gift they gave you?: um, ??
6] What does their hair look like?: emo dark blonde.
7] Did they go on vacation this year? Where to?: he went to new south wales.
8] Would you switch wardrobes with them?: if i was a guy sure!
9] Do you live within walking distance?: noo.
10] Do they take the bus, walk, or get another way home from school?: mum or bus.
Number five.
1] What's their name?: charlotte
2] Are they a boy or a girl?: girl
3] What's their hair color?: i dont know, probably light brown. she lives in tokyo now.
4] What's their worst school subject?: maths
5] Are they single?: yes.
6] Do they play any instruments? Which?: no.
7] Where did you guys meet?: school.
8] What's their view on abortion?: she'd do it, if she ahd to.
9] What song reminds you of them?: anything by anna nalick
10] Were they born in another country?: no
Number six.
1] What's their name?: jess
2] Out of the other 6 people on the list, who does this person get along with?: she's not friends with any of them
3] Last time you saw them?: friday,.
4] How tall are they?: tallish
5] What's their dress style?: adultish clothing.
6] Favorite food?: kababs.
7] Ever had a crush on this person?: no.
8] What school do they go to?: no school
9] Ever had a dream about them? What happened?: im sure once or twice.
10] Do they wear contacts or glasses?: none.
Number seven.
1] What's their name?: anthony
2] When's their birthday?: 10th of cotober.
3] Have they ever dyed their hair?: not that i know of.
4] Weirdest hairstyle they ever had?: really long.
5] What color do they usually wear?: anything/
6] How much do they weigh?: not to much.
7] Did they have a birthday party for their birthday?: nah.
8] How old are they?: 17
9] What year did you meet them?: 2007
10] Did you ever get into a fight? nah,