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well, last night.. i almost got raped.
i hung out with the people i told myself i wouldnt have anything to do with anymore.
and what happens..
i dont know if you can say this shit on here or not.
but im completely scattered and scared.
i was locked in a room, drunk, and i dont know what else, off my face.
with two old strong men.
luckily i skitzed out and told them to take me to my friends and then take us all home.
and thats what they did.
i cant tell aaron because im scared i was somehow in the wrong.
i cant tell evie, because i promised her i wouldnt hang with them.. and she'll look down at me.
i cant tell my mum.
the only person i have told is audrey.. and that was last night when i was off my face.
god i made such a fool of myself.
i hung out with the people i told myself i wouldnt have anything to do with anymore.
and what happens..
i dont know if you can say this shit on here or not.
but im completely scattered and scared.
i was locked in a room, drunk, and i dont know what else, off my face.
with two old strong men.
luckily i skitzed out and told them to take me to my friends and then take us all home.
and thats what they did.
i cant tell aaron because im scared i was somehow in the wrong.
i cant tell evie, because i promised her i wouldnt hang with them.. and she'll look down at me.
i cant tell my mum.
the only person i have told is audrey.. and that was last night when i was off my face.
god i made such a fool of myself.