yeah.so i definatly want to move away now.Of course;EVERYTHING gets turned around on me.I definatly don't deserve this.I've gone through enough.Im fucking done with everything.You're killing my life,not like you haven't already.
i honestly hate the person i am. i haven't changed.
I really need someone to talk to,someone who wont judge me.Someone to tell me the answers and to show me to other people.For the past 2 weeks,i have been so lonely.I honestly cant take it.I dont have anyone to talk to.Im not happy if im not with someone or doing something with someone. =/
Its 2:22 in the AM. I cant sleep.I have to work tomorrow. Tonight was some good quality time;i definatly needed it. I kinda broke down tonight on how i wish things were the way they used to... but I'll live,i just need to look on the positive side of everything. Things will get better.I know they will.