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hello everyone, I hope you're all well of course.
now for an update;
I beleive my last "real" post was in augest so we'll pick up from there :)
n August I started a new job at a craft store chain that shall not be named. It was a good job, I loved it. being around the types of things I love, also it was nice to have a discount on art supplies. I worked on the floor for the first month or two, and loved it. the hours were good,and i loved my job. in October i was offered to move into the Framing department and when accepting the position was quickly trained and did quite well. I became pals with my manager and the senior framer, we still go out for drinks :)
I did NOT however get along with a fellow coworker the we will call 'O'. O is cismale, white, sexist, elitist, anti-choice, and very VERY mormon. BUT! O for some reason, with my tattoos, my queer life style, my bald head(at the time), my feminism... developed a CRUSH ON ME. now, I'll be damned. He for one, misread my gender...
It was easy just to put off, or even be flattered (as well as confused), but his BLATANT sexism and racism made him quick to loathe, utterly.
I'm sure that you've noticed that I use alot of 'was' in the above paragraph, that would be because I was sacked.
yes me, the guy who has a near perfect work history, pristine customer service, who has never been fired in my life... fired. (back in feb, after putting in A FUCK TON of over time for XMAS)
I'm sure you can understand, that I've been pretty broken up about it.
I was fired for something so bull shit too, "attendance"
That day, I woke up so sick. like world spinning I'm going to vomit any second now- sick.
but I was scheduled to put up the ad, and I didn't want to let anyone down...
I made it until about 1pm, and threw up twice... I asked to go home and the next day I was fired.
bull shit.
Other than that;
on the transition front I'm really no closer to T, than I was 6 months ago. can I get a "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" ??
I kind of... ran out of money to go to my therapist...
*sigh*
however, I seem to be passing pretty well lately, it's a nice thought in the mean time.
I guess this is where I show you some photos?
then I fucked my gender some more...
this was during xmas time, I love how I look in this photo
drawing on my loves back
and I think that's about it...
above is my panpipes and my tin whistle that I bought recently. I'm learning "concerning hobbits" on both of them at the moment :)
If I get halfway decent maybe I'll play for y'all?
happy days to all
Ray
now for an update;
I beleive my last "real" post was in augest so we'll pick up from there :)
n August I started a new job at a craft store chain that shall not be named. It was a good job, I loved it. being around the types of things I love, also it was nice to have a discount on art supplies. I worked on the floor for the first month or two, and loved it. the hours were good,and i loved my job. in October i was offered to move into the Framing department and when accepting the position was quickly trained and did quite well. I became pals with my manager and the senior framer, we still go out for drinks :)
I did NOT however get along with a fellow coworker the we will call 'O'. O is cismale, white, sexist, elitist, anti-choice, and very VERY mormon. BUT! O for some reason, with my tattoos, my queer life style, my bald head(at the time), my feminism... developed a CRUSH ON ME. now, I'll be damned. He for one, misread my gender...
It was easy just to put off, or even be flattered (as well as confused), but his BLATANT sexism and racism made him quick to loathe, utterly.
I'm sure that you've noticed that I use alot of 'was' in the above paragraph, that would be because I was sacked.
yes me, the guy who has a near perfect work history, pristine customer service, who has never been fired in my life... fired. (back in feb, after putting in A FUCK TON of over time for XMAS)
I'm sure you can understand, that I've been pretty broken up about it.
I was fired for something so bull shit too, "attendance"
That day, I woke up so sick. like world spinning I'm going to vomit any second now- sick.
but I was scheduled to put up the ad, and I didn't want to let anyone down...
I made it until about 1pm, and threw up twice... I asked to go home and the next day I was fired.
bull shit.
Other than that;
on the transition front I'm really no closer to T, than I was 6 months ago. can I get a "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" ??
I kind of... ran out of money to go to my therapist...
*sigh*
however, I seem to be passing pretty well lately, it's a nice thought in the mean time.
I guess this is where I show you some photos?
then I fucked my gender some more...
this was during xmas time, I love how I look in this photo
drawing on my loves back
and I think that's about it...
above is my panpipes and my tin whistle that I bought recently. I'm learning "concerning hobbits" on both of them at the moment :)
If I get halfway decent maybe I'll play for y'all?
happy days to all
Ray