BAD PLUS AT THE IRON HORSE TONIGHT!!!!!
And so many good shows coming up at pearl street.
AND we got paid $100. to play the other night.

I'll catch you unaware.

I am distant and disappointing to everyone around me.
I need you all to understand that I am not worth the hassle and or the aggravation.

it doesn't matter what I say or how I say it. I have nothing to offer anyone.

5 am still awake. went and started falling apart tonight. Wish things were better right now.

I can't write, can't draw. god damn it. I'm just staring at a blank page and I have nothing.

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All the time your spending
looking for replacement parts.
just stop wasting your time
breaking hearts.

I hate waking up in the morning. I hate waking up anytime cause i always wake up depressed.
My great grandmother died yesterday, now i have to work tonight at pizza wings and things, and i'm really all to fucked up to even be out of bed let alone work 8 hours.
fuck this.

if you need me I'll be waiting on a barrell with a bullet for my head.

I feel sick.
and sad.

been practicing a lot in gill. played last night until like 5. Its going really well. we're playing a party saturday night, and our show oct. 1st has been postponed until november.
Ohhhh the car is going back on the road. Oh yeah. 2 weeks.

Its not as dull as she makes it seem.

Another day at work. another day wishing i wasnt alone.