Tomorrow is Valentines day and I am not very excited. I feel bad for wanting to feel good because I know that my mom does not have anybody to celebrate with.

I do not even know where to begin. This is all so surreal, and I still refuse to believe that it is true. Losing Jack yesterday was a horrible thing for this family and a major reality check for me. I now believe the saying, "tell everybody that you care about how you feel because tomorrow they could be gone." I am going to take this to heart from ( Read more... )

Hooray for cell phones! I am so excited that I do not even know what to say.

Today is the start of a new week. Everything should go better. I am only hoping for the best.

I hope I made the right choice. I am finding this very hard. I am going to miss you.

Honestly, I have no idea what to feel anymore. Things were going great for the longest time. Then more things started working out for you and things are now completely different with us. The kind of relationship we had was very nice and I still want it, so please try to work things out. But if it involves some of the things that I have had to ( Read more... )

I hate having a broken computer.

Things are getting better between Kyle and I. Now it is all a matter of whether I can get myself to get better or not. Things would be much easier if my house was not a crazy house all of the time. I know that I do not have the worst situation but because I have to deal with a lazy ass mom who complains about everything, a step dad who is worthless ( Read more... )

I am so scared that things are not going to work out for the better this time. I do not want to think that at all. I want the complete opposite. I want this to work out just as much as I want our talks of the future to be real. I love you, so why do I feel like that is not good enough?

The fact that I have been with Kyle for 14 months really does amaze me. I was not one to keep relationships for over 2 months until I met him. This boy has changed my life, and for the better. Every second that I have spent with him was worth all of the time in the world. He completes me and I love him for that. He stole my heart and I have no ( Read more... )