Please don't take offense. I'm just trying to work this all out still. I care about you quite a bit and I question everyday if I've made a mistake. I'm just fearful that I'll feel the same way if we dated again, if you even wanted to date me again. This all is mostly a battle with myself and how I think of myself. One of my biggest short comings is confidence, and sometimes I feel like I need someone else's desire for me in order to feel like I matter, and that's not really fair for anyone I'm seeing to feel obligated to make me feel better about myself. I try to focus on the things I like about myself, and in general, I think I am a great catch. I've only had three boyfriends and my relationship with each has ended the same way... me still experiencing strong feelings for them, and feeling like they have moved on and will forget about me in no time at all.
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This all is mostly a battle with myself and how I think of myself. One of my biggest short comings is confidence, and sometimes I feel like I need someone else's desire for me in order to feel like I matter, and that's not really fair for anyone I'm seeing to feel obligated to make me feel better about myself. I try to focus on the things I like about myself, and in general, I think I am a great catch. I've only had three boyfriends and my relationship with each has ended the same way... me still experiencing strong feelings for them, and feeling like they have moved on and will forget about me in no time at all.
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