OOOO......how i wish i was in France...where i am happy!

[0ne_l0ve_3]

 For How long can I pretend to be happy?
When will this fake smile of mine fade?
Why am I not in the only place that I truly am happy?
Why I am not Where I can really be who I am?
When will I finally realize that I am not happy here?
Or maybe I have realized it...
Then will somebody please tell me what is stopping me from leaving!!!

The one thing

Comments

[bigbootygirl1]

mayo im not going to move...and nor are yoU! i love yo u!

[0ne_l0ve_3]

Your such a bugger butt! You know it scares me when you say tthings like I am thinking of staying in oakland. You did it to me once so I am all paranoid about it now! I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!!! I miss you come back already...haha

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[anonymous]

i think ur issue is expectancy. if u dont set high standards of trust and love then u wont get let down and u'll see that ur VERY happy in a life witha mother and father and friends and running water and everything. u know? i think personally i know u well and am a good friend, idk if im setting myself higher in the ranks than i am, and i think u could be happier if u try to expect less
peace
NIMA

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[0ne_l0ve_3]

I dont expect anything from anyone or anything. What are you talking about? I am not trying to come off as bitchy or mean but I would say your a friend but I wouldnt say a good friend you hardly know me and I hardly know you. Okay yea we went to the same middle school but i never saw you there and we have had French together for the last two years but we dont even talk. So dont say that my issue is expectancy when you know nothing about me or my life. Thanks for your opinion on this but you dont know anything about me so you have no right to judge me like that. As you can tell you might have pissed me off a lil with that comment. I know what I said is mean but i felt that it needed to be said.
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[got2beme]

I wish I was in France too!!!

Liza

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[got2beme]

ur right im sorry. its just that i've opened up to u a lot and like told u shit i dont tell most people and u helped me with that a lot. cuz of shit u told me im trying to change my life around and shit. i just want to return the favor and help u if theres help that could be need but if u dont need my help then im sorry and i promise i'll stay out of ur business and affair and to me that will be returning the favor.
thnk u
Nima