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0nly_0bvious

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Jan 09, 2005 21:45

Coty never give up on anything nor anyone in your life... dont end up how i am coty blameing yourself for everything that happenes all the time and i feel that you worry too much anbout everything and u are going to make yourself have a nervous breakdown... you are the most UNSELFISH person i have ever known, you would do anything for me and vice- ( Read more... )

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love ya savierkid007 January 9 2005, 19:05:08 UTC

Aww Amnada that should mean alot 2 coty cuz ur nd her r best friends nd that shit touches me nd it should at least touch a few other ppl cuz danm that was good. u haev something special inside u nd u need 2 find that cuz ur a wonderful person 2 every1. love ya adam

Re: love ya 0nly_0bvious January 9 2005, 19:08:26 UTC

aw thank u adam but im sure not alot of people think im wonderful, i have sooo much to say about this whole situation but i cant put it into words... have u ever felt like that...

Re: love ya savierkid007 January 9 2005, 19:12:08 UTC

yes i have felt like this nd i no what u ned 2 say but u cant

Re: love ya glamorous729 January 9 2005, 19:38:38 UTC

amanda i love you and your seriously my best friend in the entire world <3

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anonymous January 9 2005, 20:53:30 UTC

Survivrrs of suicide may think its an easy way out but imagine what Adam felt at that SPLIT second. The lonelyness, fear & pain. Maybe he was feelin that desperate. My heart does ache for all of you, especially the ones who were so close to him. I believe that if he was thinkin he'd still be with us. He was feeling pain not thinkin. Always remember that no matter what, YOU ALL matter no matter how desperate you are. YOU ALL are needed no matter how lonely you may feel, YOU ALL are important no matter how inadaquete you may feel & most of all YOU ALL are LOVED no matter how unloved yu feel! Most of the times feelings come & go so high some low. Maybe thats why we all have hearts to feel & brains to think. It's finding the balance that is at times veery difficult.I also feel that everything happens for a reason is at times BS & I question why God didn't stop this. All I can say is that we all have free will to choose & Adam's will was broken for a split second. Pray for his peace & peace for his loved ones. Suicide isn't easy, it's just ( ... )

0nly_0bvious January 10 2005, 04:16:46 UTC

you are absolutely right man.

glamorous729 January 10 2005, 04:42:50 UTC

now what do you do when your own father tries to kill himself, leaves you voicemails telling you he loves you and goodbye... and is in a jail for a very long time where i cant go visit him and no one is keeping an eye on him huh? and when your grandma wont answer his phone calls? how do you stop it then? how do you not have a nervous break down? WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? this might not sound like a big deal to you but if you heard the voicemail or read the suicide letter i got before, you would be upset too.. IM SO MAD AT GOD. first adam and now he wants my dad... what makes him think we can handle all this... amanda and i sure as hell can NOT... we cant handle all this depression at 17... NONE of you know how bad the lives we live are... if you could walk in one of our shoes for a day you woulnt make it... we slap on our fake smiles and live everyday high or drunk or something so we dont have to face the reality that she lost the closest person to her and mine keeps trying to kill himself which makes me feel fucking ( ... )

anonymous January 10 2005, 09:01:54 UTC

“Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.”

amanda i <3 you!

0nly_0bvious January 11 2005, 11:08:08 UTC

i dont know whats going on anymore... it seems like life hates me so i just hate it back 10 times worse... coty i love you u are the best person and the realest person that i know. i love u and thanks to the anonymous person above i love u too but who are u?

glamorous729 January 11 2005, 19:58:24 UTC

anonymous im not trying to be mean it is just hard to understand but thanks and amanda i love you too!!!

anonymous February 3 2005, 05:38:05 UTC

dont hate God, he is everything good and pure. He watches over all of us, but he cant control our free will. Im not trying to attack anyone here, but God didnt put your dad in jail and God did not make your grandmother not take his calls... everyone has free will, and no matter what happens God takes care of us in the end, and as long as you have faith in that, he will take care of you too.

glamorous729 February 6 2005, 06:00:10 UTC

god picks favorites.