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[0nlytheclouds]

I used to be a romantic person. Now I am cold and empty. I look about me at kids on the train with family and lovers dozing with their heads on each other. The longer this lasts, the colder I will get. I don't even have a booty call, just exes who call me to tell me that they think they are dying of some extraneous disease. My life consists of

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[willie_idol]

If you've been reading my LJ at all you know I share a lot of these feelings. I wish I could tell you where to fix things but I can't, because I haven't found the solution for myself. I'm just kinda hoping that if I hold on and keep trying the little things that I know help then maybe something will work out eventually.

And I keep writing. I'm writing a book about zombie apocalypse now. I know its stupid and will never amount to anything but like I said, even if it only helps a little it still helps.

Anyway. Those words of advice don't sound as good as I hoped they would... but I hope you feel better man.