GET READY PEOPLE, I'M GONNA WHINE.
A lot. So that I can look back later and tell myself what a crybaby I am. Yeah, that's the ticket. Or... something like that?
( Prescription Medication withdrawal, and other things... )
Thank you so much, sweetheart... the support is much appreciated, I can tell you!!
I keep telling myself that so many others have it SOOOO much worse, and I'm being a baby by whining about this stuff. Sometimes, though, when the disorientation is at its peak, it is hard to remember.
Hope that Scout is doing well and things are going good on your end. I've been trying to keep up with posts and such, but it's been a slog lately. Like I said, however, I'm sure I'll be MUCH better when I get back on the darn drugs!! I know, makes me sound like an addict, doesn't it?? LOL!!
Anyway, take care, and know that your warm thoughts, and wishes, and HUGZ are SO VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!! :D ~~me~~ PS - and that didn't sound one bit disjointed, did it? *snicker*
Srsly, though, thank you so much for the HUGS. Frankly, I think you have it much worse than *I* do, what with all of Grandpa's problems and Auntie to deal with. My heart goes out to you, you know that, right?? Even if I can't form the thoughts needed to comment, I still try to read all your posts and keep up with what's going on.
I'm hoping that things are finally starting to settle down a little for you, and that school goes well!
Again, thanks so much for the thoughts... HUGZ right back at you! :D ~~me~~ PS - I got your PM, and WILL add you as soon as I'm sure I'd be able to make sense in IM, 'k? OKAY!!!
I thought about you the other day and wondered why you had gone silent. Now I know why and my goodness - when it rains, it pours. All I can do is give you a hug, a shoulder to vent on and if I was there, share my jujubees with you.
My dear friend... no greater love hath one human being for another than to offer to share their jujubees!!!! Srsly! The HUGS and the shoulder are wonderful too, but, damn, jujubees?? To me, that's like one step short of offering to donate blood or something!! You ROCK, no doubt about it.
I feel like an idiot when I do this, so I just duck and cover (ah, fond memories of youth... the 'duck and cover' song!) most of the time. Then, people start to think I'm avoiding them or ignoring them and that's not good either. Other people have it so much worse than I do, and I know this, but sometimes ya just gotta whine - with or without the cheese!! *snicker*
I'm glad to see that my disjointed, rambling, nearly incoherent PM yesterday didn't put you off too much. I hit send, then re-read it later and went "Oh, dear god, the woman is gonna think I'm totally insane!" Sorry 'bout that!! That's another thing I can't do when I'm like this... make sense.
EDIT!!! Dog heaved all over the floor when I went to hit "Preview" and I hit "Post"
( ... )
Your brother-in-law is a bigtime jerk. If you guys do the same thing every year, it's not like he didn't know. Unless he just has garbage for brains, which seems like a real possibility considering that he's sixty-ish and homeless.
I know something that will make you feel better though.
I know, it seems like I always have these huge, godawful posts about how things are imploding, doesn't it? I swear, the next GOOD thing that happens, I'm gonna write about it, HONEST. I have GOT to find a way to cut the melodrama quotient in my LJ posts!!
Trust me, the withdrawal will end about the time I get my hands on the antidepressants again... which will be about the time MSK gets paid and I can refill my 'script. We sent in Jessa's over a WEEK ago, and still haven't gotten hers. Stupid managed prescription plan... and people think we don't need to overhaul the health insurance system in this country?? HAH!
Hope things are going well with you these days... I'm a bit behind reading your posts, but I'll try harder to keep on top of things. Hope NaNoWriMo is going well!! :D ~~me~~
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Sorry it's so rough right now for you all--from the cash flow and associated issues to the family rudeness. I hope to god you get some relief soon.
Keeping you in my thoughts and sending well wishes.
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I keep telling myself that so many others have it SOOOO much worse, and I'm being a baby by whining about this stuff. Sometimes, though, when the disorientation is at its peak, it is hard to remember.
Hope that Scout is doing well and things are going good on your end. I've been trying to keep up with posts and such, but it's been a slog lately. Like I said, however, I'm sure I'll be MUCH better when I get back on the darn drugs!! I know, makes me sound like an addict, doesn't it?? LOL!!
Anyway, take care, and know that your warm thoughts, and wishes, and HUGZ are SO VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!!
:D
~~me~~
PS - and that didn't sound one bit disjointed, did it? *snicker*
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(((((((hugs)))))))
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Srsly, though, thank you so much for the HUGS. Frankly, I think you have it much worse than *I* do, what with all of Grandpa's problems and Auntie to deal with. My heart goes out to you, you know that, right?? Even if I can't form the thoughts needed to comment, I still try to read all your posts and keep up with what's going on.
I'm hoping that things are finally starting to settle down a little for you, and that school goes well!
Again, thanks so much for the thoughts... HUGZ right back at you!
:D
~~me~~
PS - I got your PM, and WILL add you as soon as I'm sure I'd be able to make sense in IM, 'k? OKAY!!!
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I thought about you the other day and wondered why you had gone silent. Now I know why and my goodness - when it rains, it pours. All I can do is give you a hug, a shoulder to vent on and if I was there, share my jujubees with you.
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I feel like an idiot when I do this, so I just duck and cover (ah, fond memories of youth... the 'duck and cover' song!) most of the time. Then, people start to think I'm avoiding them or ignoring them and that's not good either. Other people have it so much worse than I do, and I know this, but sometimes ya just gotta whine - with or without the cheese!! *snicker*
I'm glad to see that my disjointed, rambling, nearly incoherent PM yesterday didn't put you off too much. I hit send, then re-read it later and went "Oh, dear god, the woman is gonna think I'm totally insane!" Sorry 'bout that!! That's another thing I can't do when I'm like this... make sense.
EDIT!!! Dog heaved all over the floor when I went to hit "Preview" and I hit "Post" ( ... )
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Ah, pets - you either love them or you wanna take them for a ride in the countryside.
Jujubees and Milk Duds rule the world!
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Your brother-in-law is a bigtime jerk. If you guys do the same thing every year, it's not like he didn't know. Unless he just has garbage for brains, which seems like a real possibility considering that he's sixty-ish and homeless.
I know something that will make you feel better though.
It's National Toilet Day!
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What do you mean you don't feel better?
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National Toilet Day
Gawd, you crack me up, regularly, and I love you for it!! Thanks for the laugh, kiddo!!
;D
~~me~~
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Wow. Just Wow. I'm glad to hear from you, but sad about what's going on. I hope your withdrawal ends soon. ;(
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I know, it seems like I always have these huge, godawful posts about how things are imploding, doesn't it? I swear, the next GOOD thing that happens, I'm gonna write about it, HONEST. I have GOT to find a way to cut the melodrama quotient in my LJ posts!!
Trust me, the withdrawal will end about the time I get my hands on the antidepressants again... which will be about the time MSK gets paid and I can refill my 'script. We sent in Jessa's over a WEEK ago, and still haven't gotten hers. Stupid managed prescription plan... and people think we don't need to overhaul the health insurance system in this country?? HAH!
Hope things are going well with you these days... I'm a bit behind reading your posts, but I'll try harder to keep on top of things. Hope NaNoWriMo is going well!!
:D
~~me~~
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