i feel so lonely, everything i see reminds me of alex... but i cant phone him because i wont let myself. even though im missing him what if hes not missing me i mean i was the one who said we should go on a break but i have no idea what he though about that he just said ok and now im thinking does he even care?

Humm well i was gonna stop my journal but then im too used to it now ( Read more... )

Today iv decided to stop my journal

Ahhhh i have a very strong urge to dye my hair but iv been telling myslef not to coz i want it long and black but then URGE just came over me and i might have to give into it ( Read more... )

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:D i got an interview for metropolitan on the 3rd of may ahhhhhhhhhhh gotta get ready for that :)

How Will I Die Quiz


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I got the job yay yay yay tra la la la ( Read more... )

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OMG so iv finally got a job interview kinda thing (even though i havent been really looking for a job even though i need money becuase i havent got any at the moment) alex was gonna do the job and asked me if i wanted to do it with him so im like sure ok, but then it turns out that they dont want alex for the job coz hes a guy so its just me then. ( Read more... )

omg just found out about grants for next year and its gone up to £2700 YAY
anyway tomorrow im gonna start my work for my final major project ahhhhhhhhhh although all im doining is going to the tate modern and maybe taking some pictures of some bulidings :)