i had this dream last night ( Read more... )

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut ( Read more... )

is yea it does hurt ( Read more... )

Head under water ( Read more... )

gave you everything ( Read more... )

with the  hate
shaken to the bones
im ready to press reset

im off to jazz's hopefully
a good full night sleep is in store

how i swore to myself that it was possible to still be in love with him

stupid it was
i am still in love yes

but with a person that was 2 years ago the him now is completely different
so how do you love someone
that you dont love who they are now

ah well any who
i still want my x-mas\ date

i feel as though i don't know myself and i'm scared of everything and i don't know why who i am or what i like i know ( Read more... )

life is goodd!!! as the little stick figure used to say

i loves everyone....
im thinking i wanna go out on an actual date sometime but i dont
know who to take on a real date...

>_

yes well as the world would have it
i am about to fail out of college
and then im not to sure what i wanna do after that
but i know that im seriously going to try and learn more japanese
    yes inddedy me learn japanese
i know right sounds like ill never do it

but this is actually something i wanna do
Ryan! i need your help
- oh and i miss ya