ok so....lol sooo. this is what.. bad? bad ill use the word bad sure. just because ok so i knew it was GOING to be bad but not this bad, defentently not this bad. im sorry. thiers nothing i can do or want to do. what wants to be done is only for everyone eles and not me. ive been doing things for everyone eles always and im tottaly not even ( Read more... )

ok this weekend. was...nice like it was a nice weekend lol thats the word im going to say. friday was after school seeing brendan, rob and neil....OMG...im not even gonna say it. so here they come in a line brendan, niel and rob all whereing torn up t shirts. rob and brendan with the sleeves on their shirts on thier head with a hat on top then ( Read more... )

sams birthday was kinda sad becuase shez not going tobe here next year for us to celebrate...oh god this is killing me like im trying to make the best of everything but when i think about it i get soooooo sad and so down. i dont want her to go none of us do...this is going to be the worst summer ever. sams leaving for a year. jaycee and cassie gone ( Read more... )

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ok so today i went to the mall after school oh side track note: MARTHA.....GGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*adina puts her fist to the screen and grrr's in anger" ok back to before the mall ot was ok fun sad sami coulnt join us ~tear~ saw brendan after not talking to him for a weeek....everythng alright. saw my dad who talked more to brendan ( Read more... )

as my good memory recalls today is/was Russells birthday....i hope he got his dick sucked, bit off and spit back in his face :)..

..HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!

ok so its wendsay and i have yet to talk to brendan. its been 4 days and i know its wierd but concidering i used to here from him like twice a day for like a month this is a little sad. but i guess the down time is needed ( Read more... )

ok so after that last post things got fine again he called cuz he herd somethingand it made me feel like his friend again knowing he called me first....and i went to see him at work and ya. so then today he asked me about my name and started off about how hewas being serious about the wife thing and he didnt like it...he kept going on and on....im ( Read more... )

ok so last night we went to sams...sleptover and had a very bad sleep like worst then usuall...when i sleep at other peoples house i fine that i sleep very lightly...i must of had the most 2 hours of broken sleep but as always i was fine for the rest of the day...till i came home i slept for an hour ish ( Read more... )