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[0oryuuchano0]

****journal from 2am, March 18, 2004

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Cant, Stop. Oooooooh-Hooooooo.......

[dru_clix]

HAh! My dreams are creepier. Regardless, I never asked people not to lable me. In fact, lable me all you want! Bwahahahahahahahahaha! *stamps lable on my forehead that says, "Clitoral-Boy!"* Now, I apologize for insulting your, "friend" Natalie. Lets take into play though that she insulted me (without reason) and, I was simply responding with an equally innocent comment. I dont like arguing with you Jamie as, despite your hatred of me I still think you are nifty. I just want you to know, that you might have had a chance at winning that argument but, you needed Liz and, Trevor to assist you to even mildly get your point across. Either way, I still consider myself right. (Its -my- opinion after all) and, that doesnt mean that you or anyone else has to agree with me.

Re: Cant, Stop. Oooooooh-Hooooooo.......

[0oryuuchano0]

Eh-hem, #1- I didn't ask them to defend me. I merely told them to read what you had wrote so they knew why I almost ripped that girl's face off at lunch.
#2- It's not equally innocent to call her a dick sucker because she said something to you. You probably don't even know or remember *what* she said in the first place, be it mean or otherwise.
#3- Kiss my ass. I don't ever want to see you again, and if I do- watch you ass or I'll kick it, hard.

Re: Cant, Stop. Oooooooh-Hooooooo.......

[dru_clix]

#1 - They still felt that your argument was good enough on its own so, they had to get their comments in.

#2 - So, she calls me stupid and, I cant call her a slut? I dont really remember what she said other than it pissed me off at the time and, I doubt she really cares whether I call her a cock-vacuuming whore.

#3 - I like you. I just dont like you enough to put my lips on your ass. What is this, "You Ass" that you speak of? I searched ebay but, the only DVDs that have the worlds "you" and "ass" in them are asian porn. Are you telling me that if I dont watch asian porn you will kick it hard? Why would I want to defend asian (or any) porn? o_o;;

Re: Cant, Stop. Oooooooh-Hooooooo.......

[0oryuuchano0]

I meant *your* ass. And if you don't watch it, I'm going to kick it, you ugly piece of monkey shit. I really, really dislike your whiny little bitch-ass comments and I'm tired of reading them, so just go and die or something!

And, nobody can deny!

[dru_clix]

You hate me because its easy to hate me. I tried repeatedly to be your friend but, you just didnt want my friendship. I'm not even sure what reason you have to hate me at this point. It really seems like a big kiss-ass fest. Give me the reasons that you hate me. (oh and, I dont hate you. Who the hell hates you? o0)

Also, I'm not an attention craver. I dont hate attention but, I dont feel the need to go after it. I'd happily leave you the hell alone if you would just give me the reasons that I'm so hate-able. See, for the most part I can believe what you say despite your constant kissing of other people's asses. Unlike the other people who have tried to list reasons to hate me and, failed miserably. I hope that you can give me realistic reasons.

Re: And, nobody can deny!

[0oryuuchano0]

#1 You have taken from me two of the most precious people in my life. They like(liked) you better than they had ever liked me... and I have known them for way longer than you. I'm very threatened by you. You took Liz, then she came back, and our friendship hasn't been the same since. Now you have Jess, and she seems the same, but I know that it won't be long before she stops talking to me as well. I don't want to lose any more friends to you.
#2 You insulted someone that I found to be one of the coolest people I've met in a long time. She may have said something to you, but it was in jest, as was your comment- at first. Then, when I tried to reply jokingly, you made it bad by replying to my comment rudely. I wasn't trying to be hostile the first time I "yelled" at you for saying something about her. I was joking, really, but you took it too far.
Those are my reasons. Be they logical or not, I don't know, but I really don't care. Can you please just leave me alone?

Re: Lick out your brains

[dru_clix]

I "took" them?

a) Never said or did anything to Liz to make her want to be your friend less. Up until you treated me like a criminal I liked you alot. Then I got over it and liked you alot again, then you went and decided I was evil. In regards to Jess, I had no idea she wasnt talking to you so I garantee its not my doing.

b) Yes, it may have been in jest but, it hurt -my- feelings. I dont need that kind of immature shit from people. I get it enough from my "friends" I dont need it from some otaku-fuck.

Yeah. Sure. I'll leave you alone. I just wish you could stop being such a bitch over the fact that I insulted some jackass who insulted me first. What do you expect me to do? Take that shit peacefully? Eat me.

Re: Lick out your brains

[0oryuuchano0]

I know that you and Liz used to talk about me. Joelle told me about it, and I believe her. She and Bekki are about the best friends I have right now, besides Jess and Liz, whom I don't think even really like me. ><;; But anyway, I'm sorry she hurt your feelings. I know that she wasn't trying to. She just says things sometimes, she wasn't trying to be mean. Actually, I think she was just trying to talk to you to be your friend, but you didn't even give her a chance. I wasn't trying to be a bitch about it, although I admit I was. I don't like people insulting my friends (I didn't defend you at the time becaue you got me in trouble with the security lady and got pop in my eye...). But, enough about that. Jess is talking to me (although I believe that she just does cause I'm there, which if I wasn't, she wouldn't), but she hasn't been as close as we usually used to be, and I miss that. I don't really have anyone right now.
I'm not saying it's your fault.
I'm just alone, okay. So just... let me stay alone. I'm meant to be that way.