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In the mood for a fight... I am for some reason very aggitated today, have been since yesterday afternoon.. I would just love for someone to start shit with me today! I don't care how big or how small they might be, anyone starts crap with me they're liable to open up the gates of my own hellish nightmare and have 250lbs of pissed off psycho on

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[tysias]

:: Rant rant ::

Look, yes, You want to get into a fight, and guess what?!

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You got into a fight with me. I don't like that. I didn't read your damn journal til' today, and I got the ass-chewing of a lifetime last night! You suprise me, Lluvia, you really do. I can't believe you'd be that way but hey, I guess I was wrong now wasn't I?

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[tysias]

you people underestimate and ignore what and who I am. You all see me as this nice, sweet, caring guy who is always there for his friends and always there for everyone even complete strangers.. The cold hard truth is I'm not an angel, I have a bad side. I can't be all nice and happy all the damn time.. I give and give and give to my friends, I give everything I can to everyone I know in terms of loyalty, honesty, caring and respect.. And what have I been getting in return? It pretty much feels like I get jackshit in return. I get called up when it's convenient for other people, but save for maybe 1 or 2 people anyone else I try to call to talk to even if for a minute they never answer. I have to be a damned fool for having believed so long in the things I did.. Nice guys never win, they ALWAYS finish last and get screwed over at every god damned turn.. so that's it, I'm sick and tired of being a nice guy.. I will be a smartass and I can be an asshole. Before I would talk to someone even when I didn't feel like talking to them