everything really really sucks ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my meeting at the country club...cross your fingers ( Read more... )

today was great, yesterday was ok.

yesterday.
it was kates 17th birthay!! she wanted to go to fridays to get dinner with all her friends, but when she talked to bri he didnt even remember it was her birthday. he didnt say happy birthday or anything except how he hurt his food acting like a fucking jackass. so finally he saw the calendar and called ( Read more... )

prom was amazing!! im so glad jeanne made me go!! i really thought that all night id be watching couples dance and feel so alone becausei have noone, but it was nothing like that ( Read more... )

i went to kates today, the first time ive hungout with anyone but my book in 2 weeks. it was weird. i practically live there and yet scince i havent been there in two weeks, it felt uncomfortable. its weird how the absence of something from your life, even for a short time, makes a difference. i sat there awhile and just felt distant and ( Read more... )

well...i had some ice cream and now i feel better...well better enough to talk about the rest of my day...

nothing really happened, in lunch i was standing at the machine putting my money in and i heard someone say "can you hold this?" and it was mike!! standing next to me on the line (it was just me and him, so it wasnt much of a line...) i didnt ( Read more... )

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THANK YOU!

in my other "secret" journal which turned out to be not so secret, i tried to write how i felt but noone seems to understand. so this journal only i will know about, only i will know. im just gonna start off complaining. after my entry last friday all ive been getting was advbice and complaints. first of all i dont want any. i dont want any more " ( Read more... )

secrets are a girls best friend....