Sometimes it's really hard to figure out if I'd rather be invisible or be noticed.

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I'm going to Isreal January 4-15 with birthright(www.birthrightisrael.com), specifically with Hillel(www.hillel.org/). What that means is I'm going for free with people from UB and Buff state. Although most people who go are, you don't have to be jewish to go so if you are interested check it out. I filled out the application thinking I could just ( Read more... )

    If I havn't taught you the sign for awesome it's ( Read more... )

I've been on the news two days in a row. The new Thrice is really fucking good. I'll write more later.

I just want someone passionate about anything but apathy. Okay so maybe I'm kidding myself. I know what I like and I don't think it's so much to ask or hard to find. I want to mold something, I need to take on a leadership position because I miss feeling like I have something definite to work for. I am keeping busy, but I need more control; over a ( Read more... )

I often feel incredibly alone.

Buffalo is good. I love the punk scene here and all the people. Everyone in the punk scene at least that hang around Custer are open and genuinely nice. The bands that come through are the same way and everyone appreciates what they have for the most part. I'm working on really getting to know the people I meet, though sometimes I get discouraged ( Read more... )

    So I am now at the infamous Buffalo State College ( Read more... )

    Everything has been going well for me in the past 6 months. Once I started getting Remicade everything got better and I could start enjoying myself again. Obviously a whole lot has changed in the past year. It feels like more than usually goes by in a year but maybe it's just the finality of 4 years ending that is causing that.
    Right now I' ( Read more... )