Valentines day will never be the perfect love filled happy day its made out to be for me. 
Its been 5 years today since my dad died. 
a day thats supposed to stand for love, happiness, romance. now symbolizes death, saddness, regret.
people say it takes time to heal. but every day i miss him more.
i will never love this holiday

you guys have no idea how ( Read more... )

The State Fair was so much funnnnnnnnnnnn =)

but not gonna lie the snake woman was a letdown. hah.

and now Billy and I are the proud owners of 4 little goldfish =)))))
they WILL survive. 
and we made them a pretty home. with a castle. and a plant and rocks 
theyre cute.

working sucked both days this weekend

Billy and I had a sleepover last night. we ( Read more... )

My big brothers getting married =))))

im so happy for them!!!

im a bridesmaid =)))

Soooo.

whos going to the fair???

let me know kthanksssssss

=)

I really do enjoy the simpler things in life.

Like sitting around a fire with the best friends ever roasting marshmallows.

last night was so much fun.

I absolutely cannot wait for summer. 
and i need a prom dresssss.

I LOVE MY LIFE =)

what the fuck is with redneck bastards in pickups hitting my car.

Bitches aint shit.

school sucks like always.
hanging out with billy every day is fun as usual.
so much stuff coming up.

I cant wait for summerrrr!!!!!

-feb 9- senior skip day
feb 14- valentines day
feb 23- bruins game
feb 24- 1 year!!!!
march 16/17- sebring
march  30- FSU preview (and that week ( Read more... )

is it weird that i feel really, really bad for the rat thats stuck in the space between my moms cabinet and the wall?
Because i do. 
it looks so hopeless and sad. 
i think the exterminator should just take them to a pet store or something.

=//
poor rat.

The person driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you are cursing him for going too slow.  =))) hah

When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke...not quinine water.

You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. I FREAKING LOVE ROTARIES DONT CALL THEM ROUNDABOUTS.

You almost feel disappointed when someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off ( Read more... )

so yesterday school sucked ass.
i was retaking french 3 (no i didnt need to i got a's.). then stat ap english ap and holocaust. 
basically no one in my classes.

now i have

zoology with satinoff- amy and kevin are in that class =)
stat ap - priddy- BILLYS IN MY CLASS YAYYYYYYYYY =)
english ap- halkias- still gay but whatevvv
holocaust- gordons my fav ( Read more... )

1. get a boyfriend. who will actually care about me. i want a relationship like sean and micks. ive said that before.

2. get A's in my ap classes. actually all my classes for that matter.

3. figure out what college i want to go too. start applying for scholarships.

4. keep my job at tjmaxx.

5. save money for a surfboard. (yeah i really want one ok)

6. ( Read more... )