i smoked for the first time tonight. didnt feel anything really :( what a disappointment. i guess its something i'll need to learn.

theres so many empty alcohol bottles and red cups in our kitchen/living room right now. but i guess i'll just clean it all up tomorrow hahaha.

if what they say is "nothing is forever"
then what makes love the exception?

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i hope u guys watched that, cuz that's so beautiful haha. my favorite cover ever ( Read more... )

i hookahed SO much tonight that im actually super lightheaded with a minor headache. haha. i mean, i practically smoked the entire bowl to myself hahahahaha. yeah. i can do o's now too :D ( Read more... )

so i had fun last night ( Read more... )

oh man, pirates 3 was so good. will turner's kid is so not cute tho. in the beginning i was afraid they were turning into a musical. THANK GOD THEY DIDNT... ish ( Read more... )

so in the like 1.5 hours of sleep i got last night i had this funny dream ( Read more... )

something is seriously wrong with me. i think that im just absolutely done with school. i mean nothing can make me study anymore. its kind of horrible. well idk how to explain it. i mean i know im totally fucking myself over, but its like i dont care enough to just stop fucking around. damn. school's such a bitch sometimes.

damn. i feel like im gonna cough my lungs out. smoked WAY TOO MUCH hookah hahah. and i never thought hookah could make me cough a storm. i guess cuz i was actually inhaling it this time. well i mean, its cuz i never feel anything when i smoke it. but i thought "well maybe cuz i dont really inhale." so i did. and i will never again. cuz i didnt feel ( Read more... )

sometimes i start thinking that i purposely sabotage my life. i mean, seriously. physics midterm and ics hw today. havent done the hw, and im BARELY studying for that midterm. 3 midterms next week, 2 of them require that i read 2 books. i've been skipping like 80% of my classes since like the quarter started haha. skipped like 90% of work. downward ( Read more... )

why do i hate school so? ARGHHHH