I cried all day because of Chuck and I sat in the bathroom third period crying and lighting matches and waiting for him to text message me. He says he still loves me, and you know, he was my first love so I still love and care about him... hence, "whatever". :/
I wasn't crying because he made me cry... or not really, i'm worried about him. He's like, anorexic and bulemic at the same time and he's got another girlfriend who's job it is to take care of him now, and i don't know if she's treating him well... like it was my job for so long to take care of him and now i just feel helpless. so yeah.
us livejournal folks are pretty cool, y'know. and we care about you!!!!
and if he says he's not going to die, then he's probably not. if you still feel so caring about him, then you are all sorts of confused. maybe you don't want to hear this, but i can't help but feel more than a little bad for jimmy...
who knows? perhaps boys are not the best thing in the world for you right now (but we are pretty addictive, you can't keep away)
It's not like i'm breaking up with Jimmy... i will always love and care for chuck, he's my best friend. Jimmy's my boyfriend, it's different. No worries, doll. :]
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because of Chuck
and I sat in the
bathroom third
period crying and
lighting matches
and waiting for him
to text message me.
He says he still
loves me, and you
know, he was my first
love so I still love
and care about him...
hence, "whatever". :/
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he made me cry... or not
really, i'm worried about
him. He's like, anorexic
and bulemic at the same
time and he's got another
girlfriend who's job it
is to take care of him now,
and i don't know if she's
treating him well... like
it was my job for so long
to take care of him and now
i just feel helpless. so yeah.
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I love how you
guys are like,
always here for
me. it makes me
like, real happy.
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us livejournal folks are pretty cool, y'know. and we care about you!!!!
and if he says he's not going to die, then he's probably not. if you still feel so caring about him, then you are all sorts of confused. maybe you don't want to hear this, but i can't help but feel more than a little bad for jimmy...
who knows? perhaps boys are not the best thing in the world for you right now (but we are pretty addictive, you can't keep away)
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breaking up with
Jimmy... i will
always love and
care for chuck,
he's my best friend.
Jimmy's my boyfriend,
it's different.
No worries, doll. :]
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good.
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