[closed - Taichi] ... uh, embarrassing question time, please?
Okay, Tai? Hi. Sorry to bother your soccer-watching. Please, if you will, don't view this at Mike's? Or anywhere that he can see it?
... I mean it. I promise my ego will be shattered unrepairably if this comes out. I'm asking you because you seem to be getting along with him lately, and because you seem to have some introspect on this. Maybe.
So... how do I start this...
You said you still 'had it' and that you've got some scores not long ago. While Mike was there. You've seen how Americans are different than us Japanese, right? Well... here's the deal. It's been over 6 months that Mike and I have been talking again, in and out, and we've only ever gotten close to doing anything past kissing once every blue moon - if ever. I used to think he wanted to take things slow, not even want to date, so I wasn't pushing it, really, even thought it's such a drastic change from how it used to be. I won't bore you with the details, but last year, when we were seeing each-other, we couldn't keep our hands off. He'd port over, not a hi, not a how you've been and he'd already have me gasping his name out pressed against the nearest wall. >_>; I... don't think I NEED the physical part that desperately... x////x;; ah hell, of course I want it. Badly. It's worse than just having no-one, then I didn't have anyone to think about constantly.
So... er. How do I... 'stimulate' him without wanting to curl up and die from embarrassment of throwing myself at him? Any ideas?
... I mean it. I promise my ego will be shattered unrepairably if this comes out. I'm asking you because you seem to be getting along with him lately, and because you seem to have some introspect on this. Maybe.
So... how do I start this...
You said you still 'had it' and that you've got some scores not long ago. While Mike was there. You've seen how Americans are different than us Japanese, right? Well... here's the deal. It's been over 6 months that Mike and I have been talking again, in and out, and we've only ever gotten close to doing anything past kissing once every blue moon - if ever. I used to think he wanted to take things slow, not even want to date, so I wasn't pushing it, really, even thought it's such a drastic change from how it used to be. I won't bore you with the details, but last year, when we were seeing each-other, we couldn't keep our hands off. He'd port over, not a hi, not a how you've been and he'd already have me gasping his name out pressed against the nearest wall. >_>; I... don't think I NEED the physical part that desperately... x////x;; ah hell, of course I want it. Badly. It's worse than just having no-one, then I didn't have anyone to think about constantly.
So... er. How do I... 'stimulate' him without wanting to curl up and die from embarrassment of throwing myself at him? Any ideas?