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[1000ml_of_life]

I get the upmost pleasure from rereading my thoughts in this journal. There are some things that are burned into my memory, and many other vague thoughts that elude me today. However, every time I backtrack, I get this feeling that my progress is running in reverse. My maturity has diminished and my thoughts are primal. I rarely take the time to

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emerson

[bentandroid]

hey, i just saw your post on the emerson journal, and didn't want to post an email address there (seeing as it isn't mine!) but my roommate from freshman year is from portland. you can email her at cameron_walker@emerson.edu if you wanted to ask her any questions. say ananda sent you. best of luck.
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[anonymous]

although i am really happy to graduate, at this point i am more terrified. i am scared that new people at college won't like me, and that i will not be academically successful. sometimes i think i am incapable of taking care of myself. and so, even though i am so ready to be done with school and lake oswego and busywork and teenage drama, i am scared of the void that replaces it. to the point of exhaustion.

[anonymous]

This is an interesting concept! Sounds fun to me:

I am worried that when I go away for university i will realize that i will never get back what i took for granted. I am worried that I will never have a long term relationship with someone because I am awkward and can never relax, or express myself coherently (or maybe don't want to.) I am worried that when I'm an old lady I'll look back on my life and say "I wish I did so much more, and wasn't so distanced from people."