I Wish ( Read more... )

rob hates me forever. truley forever. Last night I had my last and final chance and i fucked it up with my big mouth. He hates me now forever. He doesnt find any part of me attractive. I'm not pretty anymore physically or mentally. I'm a stupid bitch. I knew I shouldnt have opend my mouth and I did. I cant beleive I said that to him. I cant beleive ( Read more... )

yep, so not sure how long its been since ive written here. But i'm sad. my computer died and i lost everything. i thought i saved all my shit but i guess i didnt. my dad was semi rushing me and i didnt ask him for his help, only the thingy to put myshit onto so i lost it all. no more pictures, no more poetry no more anything. I'm really sad. I'm ( Read more... )

So i've been thinking a lot lately.. adn well.. I really miss my grandfather. and my mom. Shes so different now. When i go to see her sometimes i wonder what would grampy say or be doing if he was here when this happend. I saw her the other day. i guess that the last tumor she had they took out the part of her brain that makes her want to get up ( Read more... )

So Rob and I got home from gettysburg Saturday at like 8ish. It sucked. Friday we left early at like 10 we were allready gone and done with breakfast. It was snowing... just tiny flakes nothing at all, not accumulating or anything. So about 2 hours later, it starts picking up, just a little bit, still nothing bad. I can't see though my windshield ( Read more... )

So i cant recall whats really happend these last four months... I went back to work at bennys, decided it was terrible. I hated it, working full time listening to vics shit and having him up my ass allllll day like i have NO idea how to do anything. I hate working there. The managment is so RAR! I dont even know the word. You make one mistake and ( Read more... )

So almost a month has past since my last update... lets see... so much has happend dearest live journal, my hectick life prevents me from keeping you informed. lets see.. in 10 days it will be our 6 month aniversary. Robs excited, but to me, its just another day... =/ kinda makes him sad... and i understand that. So I have been to see kathleen, rob ( Read more... )

It's Friday.. I'm In love ( Read more... )

yeah... so i dont know what happend... or how it happpend.... but... I told the bear i was going. So I'm gone.... I'm out... I'll be home in a few days? MAYBE. I dont know what to do. I'm in my car... and wherever people will let me stay. Call me !!! I"M FREE and UNEMPLOYED.

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Went and saw Clerks 2 last night. It was good. For most of the movie all I could think about was me and rob, and I know he was doing the same b/c he would rub my leg at certain parts when i'd be about to squeeze his arm. I really love him. I think we're perfect for eachother, as perfect as anyone can be. I've been spending every minute I can with ( Read more... )