yeah... I feel kinda drained... I'm screwed... I have so much to do for college and I dont want to do any of it. I want to go to college, i really do. But I also just wanna kinda sit around and do nothing... i wanna ride my bike around the world. I really do. This is a reoccuring dream for me. WEll, maybe not around the world literally but i would ( Read more... )

Yeah, So Bens gone. He never called like he said he would. I'm not that suprised but then again I am. I'm taking it a lot harder then I thought I would. Haven't really talked to him at all really these past 4 or 5 years, but he still means a lot to me. He was a part of my past, and I hope will be a part of my future, considering my present time ( Read more... )

yeah, I like Cam and all but i'm just not feeling it at the moment and i feel bad for it becasue when i'm with him i'm happy and shit but im a jerk to him. I dont know, its not just him though. I'm not really feeling anyone. I'm just kinda blank. I dont know why. So much going on. I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of this life. its so boring, everyday ( Read more... )

Went and saw cameron at the cape wednesday with kathleen, it was fun. I felt bad kathleen had shingles again you know, adult chicken pox, anyway it was cool. got there about 815 or so, we got kinda lost on the way, streets werent marked, exit had no exit sign lol... we went and saw the 40 year old virgin, it was funny i liked it. Kathleen thought ( Read more... )

yeah so i'm friggen exhausetd... so sick of moving... movers come tomorow but we're not going to be done at that point... got my mattress today and holly shit is it huge... my bed went from being like 10 inches off the ground to like 2 feet lol its comfy though.... i didnt realize how thick the mattress was when i bought it, i knew it was thick but ( Read more... )

yeah so havnt updated for a long time... buffet was good... we're moving to the other side of town or sumthing ( Read more... )

Yeah so this is like the 5th time ive updated this shit today because everytime i type shit it never works... so anyway... once again ( Read more... )

Yeah so, it's happend again... this time for the final time. Moms cancers back but they can't operate anymore because they've done it too many times before. So once again I have to sit back and watch her suffer knowing that shes finally going to die, slowly, as we all sit back and watch. I still remember the first time like it was yestarday, it ( Read more... )

So to continue my story of Rosie ( Read more... )

Huh?! WHAT?!OMG! look! stephs... UPDATING ( Read more... )