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[100otherwords]

I am having trouble reconciling what I am on the inside with what I look like on the outside. This has been an ongoing theme in my life and it seems to be growing worse the older I become. Sometimes I wonder if this gnawing dissatisfaction with my fate will ever cease.

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[dyingforyourluv]

*hugs*
I'm sure you'll find yourself someday, even if it takes awhile.

[100otherwords]

*hugs* back, thank you so much. It just hurts to be so...split, thank you for understanding.

[dyingforyourluv]

No, I know exactly where you're coming from. These things happen, but you just have to remember that you've got a lot of years ahead of you, and things are pretty much garunteed to work themselves out.

[100otherwords]

You do? Have you found yourself? You seem like you know exactly who you are. *nods* I live in terror that this will continue until I die, but I trust you so I'm just going to wait and see where this crazy life leads.