Mar 31, 2008 10:20
Title: The Night He Decides He’s Lost
Author: cuethe_pulse
Fandom: Gravitation
Prompt: Table 11:09-Permanent
Character/Pairing: Eiri x Shuichi
Rating: PG-13, for implied sexy stuff
Word Count: 135
Summary: Eiri doesn’t know why he bothers.
Authors Notes/Disclaimer: Gravitation and its characters do not belong to me.
“It isn’t permanent,” he says.
Shuichi kisses him, whispers, “of course not,” into the crease between his lips.
“You can’t stay.”
“I wouldn’t dream of it.”
Microphone-gracing-fingertips dance over his ribcage.
“I don’t want you here.”
“I’m such a nuisance, always in the way.”
Cold air on his shoulders; a shudder rips through him.
“I’m serious, dammit.”
“I know.”
Chest to chest, his skin has never felt hotter, and he hates that warmth is no longer merely physical.
“You’re driving me crazy.”
“I love you, too.”
And Shuichi pulls him down, down into the bed sheets that no longer smell like women’s perfume. He doesn’t think they ever will again. He’s lost this battle, he realizes. Shuichi isn’t going anywhere. And he thinks that just might be okay with him. He’s lost the war, too.