I can't keep doing this.
I'm going to go fucking crazy.
I could really use a hug right now. :\

Throughout life, you win some and you lose some. Every decision you make causes either a win or a lose, and each one influences every decision you make from then on. Most of my life lately has seemed rather lose-filled, such as the Smoke n Antlers situation, the not finding a new job that I want, relationships, friendships, money problems and so- ( Read more... )

Fuck.

So it takes some time
And slip away
Holding on to love
Love should stay
Holding on to you is the best thing I'll ever do

Evening sun is sweet and soft in your face
I never ever leave this place
I feel my heart starts to burst
With all my love for you

I know how it rains
I know how it pours
I never could feel this way
For anyone but you
I quit my ( Read more... )

I'm really tired of never finding a job that I can continue being happy with ( Read more... )

I'm dancing with my dream girl,
She sees me in the real world,
Tellin me she loves me
I feel it in her heart beat.

Hello, my love.
Theres something different about you today,
Is it your hair?
Or your face that went cold,
When you looked in my eyes?

.. I never meant to hurt you.
Didn't want to hurt you.

Today is a day for celebration.

Why? Because I just purchased my first 2 cds LEGALLY over itunes.
Yeah, I'm a sellout to the music industry.

I'm the smartest, most cwrever, most physicwy fit ( Read more... )

The dark clouds that follow you
The rainy days will always find you
You can never get away
Evil comes another day

Don't hesitate
Or you live in your own hell
Out of my way you're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate, you can't get away

I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through.

I'm so tired of this place and everything it stands for.
Life has gotten so repetitive, and I wish something would break the circle that I'm in.
Everything is crap, life sucks, and the world is a lie.
The only truth in this world is that nothing is as it seems.