why are you always in such a bad mood. be patient. patient patient patient. can't you pretend for just one more day that everything is okay? i know you're always sick & lately you've been feeling more depressed but i can't deal with that right now. i have to remodel the house and your sister is a constant problem so right now you'll have have to be ( Read more... )

i'm an excellent liar.

i have a habit of being attracted to the wrong guys.

i am 15 pounds lighter and i dont feel any thinner
22 days and i'll be 18. i bet i won't feel any older.

i want to be 5 pounds lighter
i want to be 17 forever

i finally figured out what i am going to send to postsecret.

i need to learn how to express my feelings better &furthermore how to deal with the stresses of life.

I'm tired of being lonely & crying & being sick & taking antibotics&pain killers & changing groups of friends & watching myself slowly debilitate& not figuring out a way to stop it. I'm running out of reasons to wake up in the morning to go to school and work--laying in bed those extra hours and not dealing with doctors appointments and heartbreak ( Read more... )

fuck you

ohmygod its perfect

i am a stupid, stupid girl.