i know im playing the fool to even think for one second that you could love me.

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i didnt have that great of a time at school today. no one really trusts me anymore. i guess i should understand that but i dont. i really and truely only wronged tyler and dana. and im sorry that had to happen. erica and lauren were acting really funny towards me. i guess they dont want to be my friend anymore. or just consider me a person who has

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[anonymous]

"It's the end of the world as we know it"

[1273]

whos this?

[1273]

hi tyler

[tragicballad]

...Oh Natalie.

Look, if you need someone to just listen to you about this, you're far more than welcome to come to me. I'm not just saying this... I've heard Keith talk about it, I've heard Tyler talk about it, & I haven't been close-minded or biased for once when they were telling me how it went down... because I know that we all have reasons for the things we do. I think you took action the way you did with the Paige situation because... alright, we're girls. If we have a shadow of suspicion of the one we care for... possibly liking someone else.. we do things. I can't say what was in the conversations between me&Tyler, or me&Keith, but I can tell you that I'm not on anyone's side. In fact, this isn't really any of my business, but I care for all of you. ...I feel so old.

But I won't really go on about this because it's not necessary. Just wanted to let you know that if you need a shoulder, I'm here.

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thank you so much janet. i think thats the smart thing. to not take sides. that really means a lot to me. thanks again janet.

[therollerdisco]

dude what happened? i hope you're okay.
my aims been down for years but my msns working
thatlightlooksgoodonyou@hotmail.com if you need to talk xxxx

[1273]

thank you so much.
yeah i had a feeling people wouldnt understand this post because ive kept the relationship thing hush hush. basically its me being dramatic and hating what i have done and said. haha.
thanks for caring too. :] ily!

[grayskyromance]

I'm not sure I know exactly what is going on with your relationships, but I can honestly say that I will always be here for you to talk to. I hope that your friendships can be mended and things will be ok.

heres your chance to tell me what you think about me. it can be long or short or hateful or kind. just be honest.Whoa. There's so much I could say about you

[1273]

thank you so much betty.
youre so kind. and if i need to talk you will be the first one who i will come to.
and please please PLEASE dont follow my example and decide because of my last two relationships that have sucked--yours will too. acos they wont. thats so wonderful that you were really close to holding hands....pleassssse give kyle a chance. he seems like such a great person. that is if you feel its the right thing to do. thats right--follow your heart. who knows where it will take you. :] i love you.

[grayskyromance]

Ok, I've thought about it and I decided that if he asks me out, I'm going to say yes. I don't really like the whole "will you go out with me" thing but I guess there's not really any other way to say it.
I just don't like how at the movies we didn't really talk. I know it's because we make each other nervous. But I hope we can get over that really soon.
I hope you have a grand day at school tomorrow. Be sure to think of me and maybe that will put a smile on your freckly, hot face. Hah.

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hahahah my freckly hot face? :] you make me smile.
AND IM SO EXCITED ABOUT YOU AND HIM!!! ♥

[bonjour_tragedy]

youre adorable.
♥

[1273]

thanks booteafull!