Comments | 12_candy_canes: I still hate you.

12_candy_canes

I still hate you.

Jul 27, 2009 21:25

God..It's going to be a year next month. A year. A YEAR FUCKER. A year since you told me you'd be there for us, a year since you said everything was going to be fine, since you said we were going to do this together. Where are you? God dammit, why am I still doing this by myself? You don't even begin to know the toll this has taken on me. And ( Read more... )

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cause_really August 1 2009, 03:44:48 UTC

Ti amo con ogni fibra del mio essere e se siete solo io sono solo.

Translate that from italian to english online. It took me a while to piece it together without a translator but I think I got it right.

_lostxhope August 8 2009, 07:08:19 UTC

I'm not going to sugarcoat it, but there probably will be a day where she will blame you for him not being in her life, no matter how untrue and unfair that is.

But she will also love you more than anyone else, and will come to know that you are the best parent anyone could ever ask for.

I've blamed a lot of shit on my mom in the past concerning my father, but as the years went by and I learned more about him, I wouldn't have had my single parent childhood any other way. It'll still hurt and it'll be hard, but he's the one who fucked up. He threw away the best things that have ever happened to him, and he'll have to live with that forever. You have your beautiful daughter. When you meet "the one," he'll love BOTH of you unconditionally and wouldn't have either of you without the other.

I love you.