i couldn't feel more like nothing right now. i don't know what is wrong with me. i woke up and just felt like...nothing. i mean, i woke up happy, happy is always my initial wake up feeling now, but it only lasted a minute. once i was out of bed, i realized i felt completely drained and useless. worse, i realized this isn't a new thing. i've been ( Read more... )

so i was thinking, i'd like someone to correct me if i'm wrong, but, if you make an open statement not directed specifically at any one individual, but someone decides to take it personally and offensively, doesn't that mean that they must assume it's about them? and then, wouldn't they have to have a reason to, like it being an accurate statement ( Read more... )

so christian got me the most bad ass pair of boots, EVER!!!!! they are 8 eye doc martens. and they're blue! oh, and they're amazing. also amazing, tomorrow we will have our washer and dryer and refrigerator installed, we already have tv and computer and cable, so that's it, come tomorrow, i have a real home! oh, got a bed yesterday. it's amazing. ( Read more... )

so, today we got the electricity and water and gas and cable turned on. i feel like we've actually done something worth while. this time tomorrow we will be in our own place. it's exciting. you guys (those of you who HAVEN'T taken me off their friends list, haha) should come and visit me. there is an extra room. with a computer, so you wont be ( Read more... )

MR. & MRS. SMITH IS SUPER-FUCKING KICK-ASS!!!! angelina if so hot i could die...she and brad pitt make the most beautiful couple on the planet and their child would possibly be the anti-christ, just because of it. yeah, so, you should see it. later.

**no more promise no more sorrows**

so, it's ass early in the morning and we are soon to depart. i think we're gonna get breakfast with christians grandma first, so he can say goodbye and all that jazz. it's exciting. and i'm so relieved to be getting out of here ( Read more... )

i've been feeling lonely, but i think it's getting better. just, the fact that i don't have friends is lonely, you know? i could count them on one hand...a new state, new jobs, new people...at least now i know not to ever let anyone in again. no more guy friend that just want to fuck me and no more girl friends that just want to fuck my boyfriends ( Read more... )

so...my hair is now blue...it's really pretty...blah.

*angels, barbed wire, fuck you, desire*

yo. i miss my garrett. he just called. and he said the nicest drunk things ever. i miss him a lot.

*angels, barbed wire, fuck you, desire*

so, we had to break for bunnies and deer today. multiple times. they are cute.

*angels, barbed wire, fuck you, desire*