somebody
anybody
tell me what you think of me

Thomas

right now i am not happy with the way things are.

so today i got word that i got a job. This is good because i need to save for school and i just happened to get laid off the week before christmas. So a week ago i am laid off from a job only making 11 dollars an hour with no overtime, to a week later having a job that pays 15 dollars an hour with all the overtime i want. fuck today was good. ( Read more... )

It is official! I am bound for Phoenix in July, now i just have to survive this winter. It cuts at my soul just as it does the landscape. This winter of the last dieing before my rebirth ( Read more... )

will someone write me about something that makes them very happy?
i would like to know why others continue to breathe day to day.
Thomas

can anyone tell me why all romantic meetings at night look like acts of sexual aggression if not predatory from a far to me

into oblivion we shall slide so sing for me one last time
before this world decomposes
we are the unwanted
kiss me your beautiful
and i feel i am slipping
tick tick tick...
closer now
end

shallow wanderings threw a...
tick
you got got it
hot fluids
somethings crawling down my spine
i got it gots it
this is conspiracy
bared teeth and cut throat antics
they hide the blade
but i feel the sting
and they stare
as the life blood runs free of my vessel

i met a suicidal bird today. he was standing in the road and i thought he would fly away but nope not happening ( Read more... )

this is close
i swear someone is following me although, they are not watching well enough! who ever you are you should probably stop peaking in my window